Tears in Heaven Chapter 10: The smell of wind (3)

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The road was still bumpy and Du Xiaosu started to have a headache. Maybe it was because he didn't sleep well yesterday. I went back to my room to sleep at three in the morning, and got up again at six in the morning. I really didn't sleep well. The car was still going around on the mountain road, and she was in a daze for a while, but she didn't actually fall asleep. She closed her eyes for a while, and was suddenly awakened by the stern sound of the flute. She opened her eyes and she was shocked in a cold sweat. , The probe looked around and realized that an ambulance had just passed by.

As the car went around on the mountain road, the signal of the mobile phone was also good and bad. She tried to send another text message to Shao Zhenrong, but still did not tell him that she was in Sichuan, but just wrote: "I will wait You come back."

Du Xiaosu has been unable to think about how he received that call that day, but he always remembers that the fuzzy, messy fragments are not memories, just like a tsunami, which came overwhelmingly. No, no, it was not a tsunami, but an earthquake. It was an earthquake that broke the sky and the earth. All the mountains in this world collapsed, all the cities in this world collapsed, buried her in it, buried under a few hundred meters of rubble, Never stand up forever. Her soul will always stay in that dark place, there is no light, no future. All the lights of hope are extinguished at that moment, all eyes are blinded at that moment, all gods and buddhas are all gone, only at that moment.

The call was made by a director of Shao Zhenrong Hospital. Her cell phone signal was very bad. She was still in the car and the conversation was intermittent. There were always a few seconds in between, mixed with a lot of noise. The sound on the other end was buzzing, she heard it many times before she understood that something was wrong with Shao Zhenrong.

She only asked one sentence from beginning to end: "Where is he?"

She can't remember everything about that day, and she can't remember how she answered on the phone. It was like a broken camera, except for the chaotic shots passing by, everything turned into a white blank. She only remembered that she was going back to Chengdu like she was crazy. She spoke upside down, and she didn't know if the person in the same car understood it. But the driver stopped the car immediately, and they helped her stop the car, one car after the other, speeding past her, she couldn't think of anything, and she didn't cry. Finally, they stopped a small truck, and the cab was full of people, women and children, and some people wrapped in blood bandages. She didn’t hesitate to crawl into the cargo compartment at the back. The volunteer named Meng was very worried, and hurriedly took out a ballpoint pen and wrote a number on her palm: “If you encounter difficulties, just call This call. His surname is Li, just say that Meng Heping asked you to find him."

She didn't even have time to thank her, and the truck was already activated. The volunteer named Meng Heping, the driver and his companions all stood by the roadside, gradually disappearing from sight. She never felt that time flies so slowly, so slowly. The truck was driving on the winding mountain road. She was sitting in the carriage, turned upside down, and she could only cling to the pillar, which was the railing on the carriage, with both hands. The wind blows hair on her face, which hurts, but she did not cry.

She never cried. When I arrived at Shuangliu Airport, it was already dark. She rushed to all the counters and asked: "Are there any tickets to Shanghai?"

Everyone shook their heads at her, she asked one by one, and everyone shook their heads at her until she was desperate, but she did not cry. The flights are abnormal. Except for the flights that transport rescuers and supplies, all flights are delayed, and the current flights to other places are full. She can't go back, she can't. She put her head on the counter in despair, sweaty palms, and suddenly saw the number on her palm, which was written on the palm of her palm by the man named Meng Heping.

She had to try it anyway, but there was already a number that was too blurry to see. She tried twice before getting through. She was not sure if it was right, she just sighed: "Hello, is it Mr. Li? My surname is Du, and Meng Heping asked me to find you."

The other party was surprised and polite: "Hello, what's the matter?"

"I'm going to Shanghai." Her voice was already hoarse, but she didn't care about it, "I'm at Shuangliu Airport. Tonight, no matter what, I must go to Shanghai."

The other party did not hesitate, only asked: "How many people?"

She seemed to see the last rays of light in despair: "Just me."

"Then you stay at the airport and I will send someone to find you. Is this phone number your contact number?"

She nodded desperately, regardless of the fact that the other party couldn't see it at all, and it took a while before she reacted, saying, "Yes, yes."

After the call was hung up, her whole body seemed to be drained, and she was shaking. She can still remember calling Lao Mo. He hasn't spoken yet. He has rushed to ask: "Where have you been?"

"Deputy Mo," she tried her best to calm her voice, "please arrange someone else to come over. I can't go to the front line anymore. I want to go back to Shanghai."

"What's wrong?"

She couldn't say it. She couldn't say the name. She was shaking all over her body while holding the phone. She couldn't say anything. Lao Mo was yelling over there in a hurry, and she couldn't hear what he was yelling, so she hung up the phone hastily, as if she had collapsed. She can't think, can't cry, she can't do anything, she has to hold back, she wants to see Shao Zhenrong. He was fine, he must be fine, but was injured, but accidentally injured, so he was rushed back to Shanghai. She is going to the hospital to see Shao Zhenrong to see how he is going, no, you don't need to look at her to know he is okay. But she must see him, she must see him to feel at ease.

She called the hospital again: "I can rush back tonight, so please take care of Zhenrong." She hung up without waiting for the other party to say anything. She did not cry. Lao Mo called many times, but she didn't answer it. Finally, a very unfamiliar number dialed in. She was afraid that it was from the hospital. What happened to Zhenrong's injury, she hurriedly pressed the answer button. It turned out to be a strange man, asking: "Miss Du, right? Are you going to Shanghai? Where are you?"

She held back all the tears: "I am at the entrance of the first floor of the terminal, at the counter of China Eastern Airlines."

"I saw you." The man in uniform put away the phone, walked closer to her, and asked her, "Where is your luggage?"

"I don't have any luggage." She just clutched a bag with only the camera and interview machine for interviews. She even forgot her laptop on the off-road vehicle.

"Please follow me."

She didn't know how she survived the flight. Every minute, every second, seemed to be put in a pan to torment. Her heart was tightly grasped, and her mind was still blank. She desperately comforted herself: I can't think about it, I don't want to think about it anymore, it's good to see Shao Zhenrong, just to see him, it's good. Even if he broke his arm or leg, she was willing to accompany him for the rest of her life, as long as he—as long as he was there well, it would be fine.

When she got off the plane, she even thought, if he becomes disabled, she will marry him immediately. As long as he still wants her, she will marry him immediately.

There were people from the hospital waiting for her in the passenger passage. One of them she knew was Shao Zhenrong, a female doctor in their department. She was very kind. Du Xiaosu used to call her eldest sister after Shao Zhenrong. The eldest sister usually took care of them. Once she wrapped spring rolls at home, she called them to try them out. Before she could say anything, the eldest sister had already greeted her and said, "Xiaosu, you have to be strong."

What does this mean?

She is almost angry, she has always been strong, but what do they mean? She almost furiously threw away the elder sister's hand: "I will go by myself!"

She kept silent in the car. The eldest sister quietly observed her face, but she did not dare to say anything. When she arrived at the hospital, she saw the well-lit No. 2 building. She asked when she got out of the car: "Zhen Rong must be hospitalized. Which department is he in? Out of bone? Out of God? Is he seriously injured? In which ward? "

"Xiaosu..." The elder sister said with some difficulty, "We already told you on the phone in the afternoon--you have to face the reality...Doctor Shao...has... just happened to meet the cave. ...The local rescue team did their best...but they didn't come to rescue..."

She looked at the eldest sister's mouth and closed it: "...landslide...accident...for the patient...sacrifice..."

Such terrible words, one after another spoke out of the elder sister's mouth, such terrible words... Du Xiaosu opened his eyes wide and stared at it.

All this was just a dream, a nightmare, she was just caught by nightmare. As long as you open your eyes hard, you will wake up, you will know that this is a dream, you can see Shao Zhenrong, and see him reappear in front of him gracefully. Or, these people in the hospital are deceiving themselves. They collude to make jokes with her, hide Shao Zhenrong, and make themselves anxious. When there is no other way, he will naturally jump out smilingly and scratch her nose. , Scolded her as a little fool.

She didn't even shed a tear. She always felt, how is it possible, how is all this possible? It must have been a mistake, otherwise, I was deceived. Anyway, it will not be true, and it will definitely not be true. Because he told her to wait for him. He is such a trustworthy person, who has never been late for a date. How could he lie to her?

She didn't know what they were talking about. She lowered her head, closed her eyes, and waited and waited quietly. As she promised, she will wait for him to come back.

When she opened her eyes again, she was already in the hospital bed. She silently counted the drips in the drip tube, hoping to count the drips like last time, and he would suddenly push the door in and look at her. It turned out that when he looked at her, there was a little smile in his eyes, and the corners of his mouth were slightly squeezed. When he laughed, there was a small dimple on his left cheek, which could not be seen without paying attention, but she knew it because he was her. Shao Zhenrong. She loves him, so she knows his most subtle expression. He must be scaring her this time, he must be. Maybe he was seriously injured, maybe really disabled, so he didn't want to see her because he couldn't accept it psychologically, or he didn't intend to forgive her in the end. But it doesn't matter, she will wait for him until he comes back, just like in the hospital last time.

But she counted and counted, and she didn't know how many she had counted, until one bottle of medicine was dripping out, and then another bottle was replaced. The nurses around me come and go, and the psychologists come to talk to her every day, often sitting in front of her bed for a few hours, tempting each other, with a bright tongue. But even if the doctor said that he broke his mouth, she just wouldn't talk.

Because they are all lying to her.

He will definitely come back, he loves her so much, even if she has made such a big mistake, he still tells her to wait for him. How could he be willing to leave her here alone, he will definitely come back.

My parents have rushed over from home after hearing the news, and they are very worried. Especially the mother, who stayed by her side, stayed with her every step, and repeatedly advised her: "My child, you can cry, you can cry. If you want to hurt yourself like this, just cry out." She hasn't yet. Crying, my mother was crying, and kept wiping her tears.

And she raised her face slightly, but she didn't understand why she was crying.

Her Shao Zhenrong is gone, but he will definitely come back. He used to love her so much, so why is he willing to leave her? He will come back, no matter what, he will come back.

On the last day, my mother and the nurse helped her change clothes, combed her hair, and helped her into the elevator. She didn't know where to go, she was just confused and at the mercy of others.

Stepping into that hall, I saw him from a distance, only seeing him smiling at her.

She didn't understand, she kept walking closer, reaching out and stroking the black picture frame. The photo was very large, and her fingers slowly moved across his lip line across the cold glass. He used to smile so warmly, and he always smiled so warmly. This photo is very good, but she didn’t take it for him. She looked back a little hastily, and saw Zhenrong’s nanny Zhao’s mother in the crowd, so she whispered: "Aunt Zhao." She remembered, prisoner. I still remember that Zhen Rong took herself to meet her during the Spring Festival. Mother Zhao treated her like her own daughter. She cooked chicken soup for her and gave her a ring because she was Zhen Rong’s girlfriend. ——Aunt Zhao was also held tightly by someone. I don't know why she can't stand even today. I haven't seen her for a few months, and Aunt Zhao looks haggard as if she is ten years old, and her hair is white. When she saw Du Xiaosu, her tears suddenly fell down. Du Xiaosu broke free of her mother's hand and walked towards her, her voice still very soft: "Auntie, Zhenrong asked me to wait for him, but he never came back."

Auntie Zhao seemed to choke and fainted as soon as she softened. There was a sudden chaos in the hall, and a few people rushed up to help the nurse hold Aunt Zhao aside. Mother also held her hand tightly and burst into tears: "Child, don't be stupid, don't be stupid."

She is not stupid, he said to her himself, telling her to wait for him. She has been waiting here, but did not wait for him to come back.

He said he wanted to talk to her when he came back. How could he not come back if he loves her so much? He loves her so much, how could he not want her?

She didn't understand, she didn't believe it until the last moment, until they took her to the heavy coffin. There were so many flowers, all white chrysanthemums, and he slept in the middle of those flowers with a peaceful expression.

She stared in confusion and sleepy, as if she still didn't understand what was going on, until they closed the lid of the coffin inch by inch, until Aunt Zhao fainted from crying again, and everyone burst into tears. She was the only one who stood there stupidly, without consciousness, consciousness, and nothing, as if everything had been lost, as if everything had ceased to exist.

Shao Zhenrong's face was covered inch by inch, everything was covered, his whole person was covered, she suddenly understood that all this is not a dream, all this is real. They didn't lie to her, he really won't come back, never. I really lost him forever.

She rushed forward like crazy, her parents desperately held her, many people came up to support her, and she just cried: "Mom! Let me go with him, I beg you, let me go with him, I want to be with him! Mom... let me be with him..."

More people wanted to pull her away. She cried so hard that she couldn't breathe: "Let me be with him, I beg you. Shao Zhenrong! Shao Zhenrong! Get up! How can you do this? Leave me alone! How can you do this..."

The fingers were broken one by one, and the people next to her broke her fingers one by one. She cried until her whole body was shaking. With brute force, she wanted to break away from everyone's hands and take herself Also stuffed into that cold coffin. Because there is her Shao Zhenrong in there, she wants to be with him, no matter when or where, she only needs to be with him.

She heard her crying, hoarse and desperate, like a sleepy beast, knowing that it was impossible, but she only fought for this life, regardless of whether she asked, she just had to be with him.

Everyone is pulling her and persuading her. When she heard her own voice, she was as stern as a knife, gouging her heart, gouging out blood and flesh, and repeatedly: "Let me go, let me go, you let me go! Shao Zhenrong is dead! , What am I doing alive? Let me go, I beg you."

Mom pulled her arm desperately, crying out of breath: "Child, kid, don't do this! What should mother do if you are like this? What should mother do..."

She tried her best to just cry, and all the tears seemed to gush out at this moment. She struggled so desperately, but her Shao Zhenrong will not come back, he really will not. Despite her making such trouble, crying like this, yelling like this, reaching out to scratch like this desperately, but every time she just caught on the cold coffin. Everything was in vain, he would never answer her again, he lied to her, he lied to her to wait for him, she kept waiting, but he didn't come back.

Her voice was all dumb, she didn't have the strength anymore, so many people came up and took her aside, she could only watch, watch them get him away, watch them get away Shao Zhenrong of her. She really doesn't want to live anymore, she just needs to be with him, and die together. But he didn't wait for her, he left first.

Mom still hugged her tightly, calling her name. Mother's tears fell on her face, and she watched others lift the coffin away, she couldn't make any sound anymore, as if her vocal cords had been broken.

She has no Shao Zhenrong.

She worked so desperately and still couldn't keep him for a second. Fate was so stingy that she wouldn't even give her any extra minute.

She was really desperate. She tried her best and made the last fragmented voice: "Mom, don't let them take him away... Mom... I beg you mother... Don't let them take him away ..."

Mom cried so much that she couldn't even speak, and finally passed out like that on her back and fell into her father's arms. The person next to her supported her with hands and feet, holding her firmly, and she was helpless like a newborn baby, she had nothing to do, not even her most trusted and dependent mother.

Everything fell apart, and the whole world suddenly went dark before her eyes.