The Blood Song of the Three Realms: The pain of my heart and the end of this testimonial!
After a little over a year, another book is finished.
First of all, I would like to say that at the beginning of "Blood Song of the Three Realms", I was full of energy and spirit, and I wanted to work hard to write a wonderful book. Looking back, it is not satisfactory.
Zhutou never finds any excuses for what he did wrong. But this time, we must give you a clear explanation.
My heart's sorrow, for the first time in thirty-six years, Zhu Tou suffered an irreversible psychological blow, and the destructive power lasted for more than a year, and it was only recently that it barely recovered. For more than a year, from the beginning of "Three Worlds of Blood Song" until now, Zhu Tou has been in an unusually dazed state, pretending to be completely indifferent.
In a word, Papa Pig passed away last year.
That night, when Zhu Tou was still in his small study in Shanghai, drinking wine and reading a book, thinking about the next day's plot, it was almost early morning when the old lady's cry came from the phone, Zhu Tou My heart was in a mess, and it was completely chaotic.
Then there was Zhutou's vague request for leave, the vagueness of not updating for a few days, and the travel of thousands of miles, and the memory of what happened after that is now blurred.
I don't want to describe too much about my state of mind this year, in short it is depression and negativity.
Especially in the first few months, everyone may not be able to imagine that Zhutou couldn't sleep at all, and felt his heart beating violently every day. Sometimes he barely fell asleep, and would wake up in a cold sweat.
Then there is a long period of insomnia, a drowsy mental state every day.
As a result, I have reduced contact with outside friends, locked myself in a relatively small space, and silently licked the persistent wound caused by the severe pain of the soul.
So you can also see that Zhu Tou, who used to be very reluctant to participate in public activities, has been participating in various activities since last year, just wanting to get in touch with more people through public activities, to smooth out some things, to add something, and then fix something.
I'm sorry everyone, under such mood conditions, the feeling of writing has become very bad, which is why Zhutou never explains anything, but this time he must come out and give everyone a clear answer.
This is the self-summary of "Three Realms Blood Song", which is a bit pity and a bit unwilling.
Then, regarding the new book, Shang Er and a few old buddies know that it is a book that Zhu Tou has conceived for several years, and it is a small series with a solid foundation.
After more than a year of self-adjustment and self-recovery, Zhutou's energy and spirit have now tended to be complete and complete. After letting Zhutou rest for a while, Zhutou's new book will meet you with a brand new look.
Let's end with an old saying from all of us:
Qianqi rolls Hiraoka, I'm here again! ! ! R1152
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