The Deadly Hitwoman: A Lady With Special Abilities Chapter 1125: Infatuation always makes mistakes (3)
It's not that she doesn't know that Jing Mo doesn't love her.
She knew this from the time she insisted on marrying him.
It's just that he has always treated her tenderly, even submissively, and over the years, he has taken good care of her. Except that he didn't have the kind of intimacy between men and women to her, he really treated her very well, and he never had any deviant contact with other women.
So she thought he was just a cold person, as long as she was by his side, as long as the time was long enough, she could always warm his cold heart.
But she was wrong after all.
She never wants to think about it, but it doesn't mean she is so stupid that she doesn't understand anything. In his heart, there must be someone.
It's just that she has been deceiving herself not to think about it.
So as long as it is the slightest unreasonable move by him, she can immediately be alert to whether something has happened, is it... She doesn't want to think about it, really doesn't want to think about it at all.
From the moment she saw him, her heart sank.
She married him regardless of everything, and only wanted to one day be able to cherish his heart and be on par with him. So even though they had been married for many years, he refused to consummate the house with her, so she endured it. She thought that as long as she waited, one day she would move him and give her a consummation.
She has been waiting for ten years, how can she face the truth?
Feng Peining closed her eyes almost in despair, everything was unusual today, and everything showed her that the truth might be right in front of her eyes, but she didn't want to see it or believe it.
Xiao Qi has a panoramic view of Feng Peining's struggle, but if she doesn't say anything, it will only make Feng Peining continue to deceive herself like this.
"Little aunt, don't run away anymore. We met a man today. His name is Ning Xu. He is Shui Jingmo's sweetheart. We met him with Shui Jingmo in the afternoon." Xiao Qi broke his heart and said it in one breath.
Feng Peining staggered back a few steps, held on to the door frame and managed to stand still.
She closed the door, leaning against the door with her whole body trembling.
"Ning Xu, Ning Xu...is it him? No, no, how could it be him?" Feng Peining shook her head, apparently unwilling to believe it or accept the reality.
She had heard of Ning Xu, she said she was a good friend of Jing Mo, and there was a portrait of Ning Xu in Jing Mo's study. She asked, but Jing Mo also replied that he was a friend, and then nothing else.
She also once wondered, since they were good friends, why they had never met Ning Xu in the ten years since they got married, but Jing Mo didn't seem to want to mention him. She was afraid of offending Jing Mo, so she never mentioned it.
Because their cultivators have already seen through life and death, they are not so harsh on their feelings, even if it is... it is not unacceptable.
It's just that she never thought about it, Jing Mo actually...
"He's already dead." Xiao Qi said bluntly to Feng Peining: "Ning Xu loves him very much, but he married you because his mother forced him to die. In the past ten years, Xu would rather live than die. So after saying goodbye to him today, I chose to commit suicide. We saw Ning Xu after they said goodbye, but we didn’t tell Shuijingmo that Ning Xu was dead. He lost control just now, probably because he thought that Ning Xu might be dead .”