The Deadly Hitwoman: A Lady With Special Abilities Chapter 1228: Only emotions can’t be controlled

He thought she would never leave him, ever.

No matter what happens, no matter whether he can give him a result.

She will never change, and her feelings for him will never change.

Even...

Before he decided to get married, that night, he also knew it was her. He was not really drunk, but he really wanted to anesthetize himself for once, without thinking about anything, without scruples, just like It was what I wanted to do countless times, taking her as my own.

He was married, and she got drunk day and night, and he knew it too.

He knows everything, but can do nothing.

Everyone is born with responsibilities that he must bear. After all, he has no way to let go of everything and only want her.

So when he learned that she left with a broken heart, he was still indifferent.

He thought that if he let her go, he could also let go of himself, so that he could forget each other in the rivers and lakes like this.

He really thought so.

He didn't try to find out about her, and he hasn't seen her back since.

He even thought about living a good life with Yue Xiangru, fulfilling their due responsibilities like all couples, supporting each other, and having children.

But he found very sadly that he couldn't do it.

He has tried many times and for a long time, but he still can't do it. Whenever he hugged other women in his arms, Xia Wu's gentle appearance appeared in his mind for no reason.

He thought it was just not long enough.

Later, I accidentally heard that she had resigned as the owner of Xiagui Island and left.

There was actually a hint of expectation in his heart, hoping that she would come back again.

It's just that he still... still knows that it's wrong for him to do this, he can't go on like this, feelings,...of course he has feelings for her. It's just that he always thought that emotions can be controlled. He seems to have been in control all the time, at least, he didn't really give up everything in his hands absurdly, and dream of living together and flying together.

So he didn't inquire about her, he thought that as long as the time was long enough, he would finally be able to let go.

It wasn't until she reappeared in front of him that he realized that he was wrong.

It's completely wrong.

Everything can be controlled except emotions.

God knows how jealous and unwilling he felt when she hugged another man's arm and called him husband-in-law. He thought that they might never see each other again, but he never thought that one day she would marry someone else, one day she would stop loving him.

This was a matter of course. He didn't know why he couldn't accept it, and even... couldn't control his heart at all.

So he did something out of control after all. After she left, he quickly found out where she was staying, and then went to her room at night, and when he found her alone, he didn't know what was going on in his heart. The stone just fell down.

But her words "does it have something to do with you" still stimulated him, the sarcastic smile on the corner of her lips made him flustered, he suddenly couldn't bear it for a moment, he didn't know what he wanted, he just Knowing that at this moment, he only wants her, wants her crazily.

I want to rub her into my body, I even wish I could tear her apart and eat her, as long as, as long as she is still his.

She should be his, after so many years, who can really let go?