The Emperor’s Beloved Ugly Girl Chapter 864: Why is it so difficult
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"No, I just..." Chen Qingxuan looked at the yellowish skylight outside, frowning slightly, with some confusion in his eyes, "It just seems difficult for me to like anyone anymore."
What Chen Qingxuan said is the truth. Now his heart is really like a pool of stagnant water. Oh, it is not stagnant water. He still has many pursuits, such as winning the top prize. If he doesn't teach himself, it will be in vain for ten years. Let Grandma Chen be happy for herself, and also have the opportunity to show off her skills and the principles she has learned over the years. Like every student, he has lofty and sacred ambitions. , in addition, he values many things very much, such as family and friendship. Like now, he and Gu Qingtong live under the same roof, caring for each other, drinking and chatting with Kong Wenmin and Pang Yi from time to time, and chatting with Zhong Mingwei. Ding Yunwen, etc., he really feels that such a life is fulfilling enough. He doesn't feel that he is missing anything. He is very satisfied with his current life. He has expectations for the future, but it is not about love.
"It seems difficult for me to like anyone anymore." After a long moment of silence, Gu Qingtong said softly.
The first person she fell in love with in her life was Pang Yi. She remembered that when they first met, she was originally going to go on a blind date in Chenjiatun. Grandma Chen asked the matchmaker to find some very reliable young men who followed Gu Qingtong all day long. Gu Qingtong was nagging her so much that she had no choice but to come to Chenjiatun. At that time, she thought that it would be good to find a husband's family in Chenjiatun. At least it would be close to Grandma Chen's house. As for the deep love and the full moon, she never cared about it. Dare to hope, how can the things in the play be taken seriously? When two people get married and live together, don't they just have to fight and work hard all their lives for money and children? It’s just that she has been unwilling to give in, and she can’t explain why she is unwilling to give in. Anyway, due to this unwillingness, she resists blind dates and marriages. That time, Grandma Chen also broke her arm. In order to prevent Grandma Chen from Even more sad, she had no choice but to agree to go on a blind date in Chenjiatun. Then, in Chenjiatun, she met Pang Yi for the first time. Then, she finally knew what she had been unwilling to accept all these years.
However, she gave in to her unwillingness in the end. She knew how heart-breaking it felt to like someone, so she had no reason to break up Pang Yi and Xiao An, nor did she take any position to break up Pang Yi and Xiao An. Gradually, I understood that Chen Qingxuan was not easy. Yes, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, who would be willing to let go?
"You are still young and there is still a long way to go in the future. Don't make a conclusion so early. Maybe you will meet your sweetheart as soon as you go out tomorrow." Chen Qingxuan looked sideways at Gu Qingtong, his eyes full of pity. He reached out and gently stroked Gu Qingtong's hair, paused, and then said, "But girl, if you really can't touch that person, then don't force it, let alone wrong yourself, and don't worry about grandma. , aunt and uncle, what do you think? When you live your whole life, you must first be responsible for yourself."
"Then if I really can't get married, will you support me, cousin?" Gu Qingtong asked with a bright smile on his face, but his eyes were full of tears.
"Okay, isn't it good for us brothers and sisters to depend on each other for life?" Chen Qingxuan said softly, while wiping away the tears from the corners of Gu Qingtong's eyes with his fingertips, he said softly, "Silly girl, if you want to cry, just cry loudly. What are you holding back for a child's voice?"
"Who wants to cry? I won't cry..." Gu Qingtong said stubbornly, scratching her neck, but the next second, tears burst out, and she couldn't bear it anymore, grinning and choking. He said, "Cousin, why is it so difficult? You clearly...obviously want to forget such disgusting things, but you will remember them as soon as you close your eyes. As soon as you close your eyes..."