The Emperor’s Beloved Ugly Girl Chapter 961: He has really had enough of life
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"See me having a drug addiction, biting everywhere like a mad dog?" Qin Chong continued, his tone still so salty, and as he spoke, he put the tea bowl in his hand on the small table Then he leaned on the pillow and looked at Gu Qingtong sarcastically, "You must be scared, right? How could you recruit such a dirty person like me? Isn't it..."
"I didn't..." Gu Qingtong was so busy that she cut off Qin Chong's words, but as soon as she started speaking, she couldn't continue. Qin Chong was right. He just saw Qin Chong's drug addiction. She was really frightened, not only at the beginning, but even now she was scared to death. At that time, she even thought about asking Chen Qingxuan to come over and throw this person out, so what Qin Chong said Yes, she couldn't refute it at all.
"What's wrong with you? Have you never seen an addict like me? Or do you have no plans to take me in anymore? Don't worry, although I am dirty from the inside out, I am self-aware and will never embarrass you." Qin Chong smiled sarcastically, lifted the blanket on his body, and was about to get out of bed. However, his body was too weak and he couldn't stand at all. He sat down on the bed again. He may have felt embarrassed, and his eyebrows fell down. He stood up, pressed his hands on the edge of the bed again, gritted his teeth and wanted to stand up again. This time he did stand up, but his forehead was covered with thin beads of sweat, and his whole body was shaky, as if he would fall down at any time. General collapse.
"Sit down, sit down quickly!" Gu Qingtong hurriedly went to help Qin Chong, but Qin Chong pushed him away. Gu Qingtong looked at his almost forbearing look, feeling sad and confused. She was anxious, and she wanted to comfort Qin Chong, but looking at his gnashing of teeth, she didn't dare to say anything. After all, she knew nothing about this man. If it hadn't been for the scene last night, If something unexpected happens, she will always think that he is just a poor sin slave, but now, she knows that he is definitely not just a sin slave, he may be far more terrifying than she imagined.
Qin Chong panted violently. He held the table and tried his best to mobilize every bit of strength in his body. The more he struggled like this, the more out of breath he became, as if he was dehydrated. Like a fish, a sense of powerlessness and sadness filled his heart. This was not his first drug addiction. In the past in southern Xinjiang, he had experienced such an embarrassing and embarrassing situation. He knelt on Xu Chengjin's side like a dog. He had been begging for mercy in front of him for a full fifteen years. At the beginning, he still knew the humiliation, but gradually, he became numb. He had long since lost sight of the food that comes after complaining, and the ethics and integrity. , he just wanted to live, even if he lived like a dog. It was not that he had never thought of dying, but he did not dare to seek death. When he thought of how heartbroken his parents would be when they heard the bad news about him... He simply didn't want to die. He didn't dare to think too much, so he just kept living like a dog.
But today, he feels ashamed and sad. In fact, what does this mean? In the past fifteen years, this kind of situation has happened every few days. He has long been numb and used to it, so what is there to be ashamed of and sad about?
But he just couldn't help it. The deep sadness made him think about death again. He felt that he had no meaning in living anymore. Even though this life was bought by his parents, living was so painful and painful. Suffering, he couldn't see any hope, even if...
Not long ago, there was a ray of sunshine shining on him, making him feel unusually warm. But now, this ray of sunshine has disappeared again. His world is still dark and cold. He is really Enough is enough.
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