The Emperor’s Beloved Ugly Girl Chapter 974: Am I guilty
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"From the capital to Tongliao, it was the first time I stayed in a guest room. I had always lived in the woodshed. The woodshed was cold, dirty, and smelly, so I always slept in it. No, if there is any disturbance, I will wake up." As soon as the words started, it was easy to continue, but as she spoke, Meiya lowered her voice, "That night, I moved in In the guest room, the pillows were so soft and the quilt was so fluffy. As soon as I lay down on the bed, I couldn't get up. I didn't even have time to take off my clothes and fell asleep..."
"Girl, it's not your fault," Zhong Mingwei listened to her talk about the past that she had never mentioned to him. Zhong Mingwei's heart ached with pain. He stretched out his hand to pull Mei Ya into his arms and clasp her The back of her head was pressed against his chest. Zhong Mingwei gently rubbed her hair with his chin and said softly, "Girl, it's not your fault. This is destined by God."
"No, no, you don't know," when she spoke again, Meiya's voice was filled with tears, "Zhong Mingwei, you don't know, that night, I vaguely heard the sound from the next door in my sleep. There was movement, and I knew it was coming from Miss Duan's room, but I was so sleepy that I didn't want to get up, and I didn't even have the mind to think about it. I just kept falling asleep, and fell asleep, and the next day... "Meiya was crying so hard that she was a little out of breath. She hugged the man tightly with her hands, and her lips twitched extremely violently. It seemed that as soon as she opened her eyes, she could see Miss Duan hanging on the beam. "The next day, as soon as I opened the door of Miss Duan's room, I saw the round stool rolled to the side. That night, I clearly heard the noise. As long as I was willing to go next door to check, Miss Duan, she wouldn't I'm going to die! But I, I don't even bother to get out of bed..."
"But, in the end, I was guilty. Later I found out that you were in poor health and that we were never destined to have children in this life. I thought, is this retribution from God? Is it punishing me for not saving my life? ?" Meiya burst into tears, every word filled with regret, "If I, I had saved Miss Duan that night, wouldn't it... would your body have been fine..."
"Girl, it's not your fault! It's not your fault!" Zhong Mingwei suddenly hugged Meiya tighter, not caring whether it would hurt her, he just held her tightly, wishing he could hold her in his arms The girl inside seemed to be rubbing into her body, "Girl, it's her who doesn't want to live anymore. Even if you saved her that time, she won't be grateful to you, and will even hate you for stopping her. If you don't succeed this time , she will look for other opportunities, girl, you can’t save a person who wants to die, you know? God can see it clearly, so how can he punish you? Girl, Duan’s death has never been It has nothing to do with you."
Meiya was still crying, and Zhong Mingwei said nothing more. He just held her and let her cry loudly in his arms. He knew that this girl had been holding back so much that she might have wanted to do this for a long time. I cried a lot...
How should I feel sorry for her?
Zhong Mingwei gasped softly, his distressed features changed, and his whole face was filled with guilt and love. If only he had noticed earlier, if only he could care more about Meiya. That would be great, and she wouldn't have to suffer for such a long time. Zhong Mingwei thought of last year's Qingming Festival, when Meiya knelt down in the muddy water and said "Miss Duan, I'm sorry." At that time, he just said it was Meiya. Guilt walked into his door with Duan Rulan's name, but he didn't know that there was another layer of cause and effect. Thinking about it now, Zhong Mingwei felt that his heart was about to break.
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