The Epic Revenge Chapter 1402: Heartless
Pei Cheng's office is very clean. There are tall tropical trees outside the window, and the broad leaves fall into the shade. The whole office is a little cooler.
Pure white walls, a milky white desk, and a set of leather sofas make the room bright.
Si Qiongzhi stood in front of him and hesitated for a while.
Pei Cheng wears a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, and his eyes are hidden behind the lenses, which is a bit unreal.
He was stunned for half a minute before he said, "Please sit down."
Si Qiongzhi took the opportunity to sit on the chair opposite him.
She glanced at Pei Cheng again.
Pei Cheng's eyes fell behind the lens, she used to feel cold, but now she can see his nervousness.
Si Qiongzhi wanted to say: I'm sorry, I doubted you, and I secretly rummaged through your office.
She also wanted to say: I'm sorry, I can't respond to your feelings, please forgive me for being ignorant for so long. Now that I know, I will try to avoid suspicion in the future.
These two items were planned by her.
She wasn't going to fool the past vaguely and make Pei Cheng wait without results.
But when the words came to her lips, she suddenly couldn't say it, especially the latter one.
She has lived for more than 20 years, and it is rare for anyone to put her on the top of her heart.
The person her mother loved the most was her brother. After the death of her brother, her mother had no sustenance, and she lost her marriage because of a quarrel with her father, and passed away early.
Si Qiongzhi doesn't seem to be her reason for living.
If a mother loves her as she loves her brother, how can she ignore her? How can you lose the motivation to live?
And her father, the most beloved daughter, is also Fangfei. In addition to Fang Fei, there are elder brother, second elder brother, and even elder sister-in-law, and finally she is.
Besides the parents, not to mention the brothers, the two brothers have their own concerns, and Si Qiongzhi has never been number one.
She has little self-pity. Compared with the vast majority of people, she already has too much, and it is the glory and wealth that most people can't get for a few lifetimes.
Pleasant inferiority often makes oneself fixate on what one does not have.
No one has ever put her on the top of her heart like Pei Cheng did, couldn't bear to give up, dared not show it, and took care of her carefully.
She didn't have feelings for him, but she was grateful that he cared about her so much.
This rare treasure made Si Qiongzhi lose his voice.
Her reason tells her, don't be greedy for other people's feelings, you can't give the same in return, do you love him? You haven't looked at him well.
But she really didn't want to leave, she didn't want to push him away like this, and she didn't want to end it so hastily.
She stood in front of him, her mouth was stunned, she didn't know what to say for a while, but said palely: "I'm sorry."
"It doesn't matter." Pei Cheng said.
The atmosphere is dreary, and the heat wave is about to break through the window.
Pei Cheng felt that his back was sweating, whether it was hot or cold sweat.
I'm sorry for what?
Are you sorry for rejecting his feelings, or for rummaging through his office, or both?
He raised his eyes and looked at Si Qiongzhi.
He is an emotionally introverted person, so it is difficult to see deep affection in his eyes, but occasionally leaks a point or two when he is out of control.
Like at this moment, because of his nervousness, the gaze he projected was so cold and sharp, as if he was impatient, and wanted to shoot through the person on the opposite side.
Si Qiongzhi was shocked.
All ghostly greed is gone.
No one has the right to waste other people's feelings and time. She is enjoying his treasures, but she can't return the same, which is too much.
"Dr. Pei, have I troubled you?" Si Qiongzhi finally spoke.
Every word is like stepping on the tip of a knife. I don't know what love is, but I understand the pain.
The pain is not for him, but for Gu Ying's self-pity.
Pei Cheng's heart completely fell into the ice cellar, as if all the nightmares had become reality and spread out in front of him.
He pursed his lips slightly.
At this moment, he is even more stern: "No trouble."
"That's good." Si Qiongzhi said, "I cherish the current job opportunity. If I have any trouble with you, I can leave."
"No need." Pei Cheng's tone was even more blunt, "Doctor Si, don't be too affectionate. After this incident, we have gotten to know each other better. I'm not someone who gets stuck in a dead end and is difficult for a strong man."
Since you don't want it, I don't ask you either.
He neatly pulled over a quilt and hid all his feelings without revealing any clues.
Si Qiongzhi's lips are a little whitish.
Her lips were ruddy, 30% to 40% had faded at the moment, and she looked like a normal person, and outsiders couldn't tell.
Si Qiongzhi's face turned hot.
She thought: Yes, no matter how deep the relationship is, after this test, it should be cold. What are you fantasizing about, what are you passionate about?
Since then, no one has put her on the top of their hearts alone, and in the most important position in their hearts.
"Then I won't disturb your work." Si Qiongzhi said, "Goodbye, Dr. Pei."
Pei Cheng nodded.
Si Qiongzhi quickly left his office, returned to the public office of the oncology department, and sat sullenly for a long time.
My heart is like a thick layer of clouds, how can I be reconciled even if it rains.
Si Qiongzhi was confused and passed the day. When I got home at night, when I was alone in my room, I finally cried.
A depression, after crying and sleeping, I woke up the next day with only a touch of sadness.
Si Qiongzhi instructed the servants to find ice, intending to apply the eyes on her own before going to work in the hospital.
When she got to the hospital, she didn't see Pei Cheng.
There was a meeting in the oncology department in the morning. Her teacher Wu asked her to come over and help her take the meeting minutes.
At the meeting, she didn't see Pei Cheng either.
Although Pei Cheng is the director of the hospital, he is never arrogant and is a responsible doctor.
At the end of the meeting, Si Qiongzhi was still thinking about how to ask the teacher, but she heard the teacher say, "Dr. Pei has asked for half a month's leave. Who will take over his three patients?"
Si Qiongzhi's ears buzzed.
He's on leave?
Is it embarrassing, or simply trying to avoid her?
Si Qiongzhi finally relaxed his heart, and sank again: Maybe, he is not as calm as his words, and he is not as indifferent as he is?
When he comes back, she thinks, if he says anything more, she'll tell him that if he's willing to wait, she'll try to love him.
However, things backfired.
Pei Cheng returned in five days.
He didn't come back alone.
All Si Qiongzhi's original plans were interrupted. She retracted the tentacle that she had stretched out impatiently, and didn't want to take another look at it.
Once plans seem to have become a joke.
Si Qiongzhi's heart is a little soft, and it is as hard as iron in an instant. She thought: "I'm not a normal person after all, forget it, don't mistake others for yourself."