The Epic Revenge Chapter 80: I want her heart
It's late spring, and the air is filled with the fragrance of tea millet, lingering and sad.
It was late at night, Si Xingpei sat alone on the sofa in the living room with no lights on. He lit a box of cigars one by one.
He didn't smoke, he didn't even bother to take a breath, he put it all in his hand, and when it was completely burned out, he unconsciously cut one more point.
The night was quiet and lonely, and his heart was empty.
I ran into Gu Qingzhou at Daxin Department Store, and when she hurriedly avoided it, Si Xingpei froze and thought, "My Qingzhou will be sad."
He is being held by another woman. Qingzhou will naturally feel sad when he sees it.
He was afraid she would be sad.
His cat is a noble thing, and no other woman can trample on her dignity. Si Xingpei needs to protect her.
Following all the way, only to find that she is in a very good mood, even better than before meeting him.
That joy was not fake, it was her true mood.
Si Xingpei's heart sank.
He doesn't want to have deep contact with women, but that doesn't mean he doesn't understand women.
Instead, he knows women like the back of his hand.
Gu Qingzhou's reaction made Si Xingpei understand her mood: she thought she was relieved.
If it weren't for her laughing so happily, which completely stimulated Si Xingpei, Si Xingpei would not have rushed into her dressing room.
Si Xingpei understands that she doesn't care about him, and she can't even wait to leave him.
His canoe, don't love him.
Si Xingpei sat on the sofa, recalling that since the meeting, Gu Qingzhou was in his arms, and all he did was cry, and his mood sank to the bottom.
When you kissed her, she would cry; when you hugged her, she would cry too, and there were tears in her sleep.
She keeps struggling and keeps saying don't do this!
How did she ever smile so happily?
Si Xingpei raised her, and naturally hoped that she could have that smile.
She hates him, she has said many times, it's not against the girl's heart, she really hates it.
She just can't get off.
Every time she asks her out, she refuses, and only comes out under the threat of Si Xingpei.
She doesn't love him, then she will love others in the future, she is laughing in the arms of other men, shy - Si Xingpei pressed the cigar into the ashtray!
"There's no need to know what she's thinking, just be by my side!" Si Xingpei was decadent and unable to lean on the sofa.
Does he love Gu Qingzhou?
What is love?
Si Xingpei is at a loss, he loves her very much.
Si Xingpei can cook, but he doesn't like to cook, but he is willing to cook for Gu Qingzhou; his physical needs are daily needs, just like eating and sleeping, but for Gu Qingzhou, he did not hurt her body of.
He cherished the girl very much.
Why cherish?
The other party saved his life!
She was calm that night and performed well. She resolved the crisis for Si Xingpei, and was considered a benefactor of Si Xingpei.
"Does she not know how to love people, or just doesn't love me?" Si Xingpei lit another cigar, took a deep breath, and exhaled fierce smoke, "Will she love others in the future?"
Si Xingpei thought that after he died, Gu Qingzhou would be with others. He felt unbearable, but he understood it, after all, he was dead at that time.
He couldn't accept that she would love someone else!
He can't stand his boat loving another man in the future. She would rejoice at the man's flattery and cry at the man's mistakes.
If the man she loves is arm-in-arm with another woman, she will cry and scream, and even point a knife at him, saying she is going to kill him.
Si Xingpei could imagine her anger - he took two more cigars, and his lungs burned!
Si Xingpei always only wanted a woman's body, but now he wants Gu Qingzhou's heart.
Want to go crazy.
However, will his heart be given to Gu Qingzhou? Will he be loyal? Will he marry her?
Si Xingpei has too many enemies. As his wife, Gu Qingzhou will also face the painstaking assassination. At that time, can Si Xingpei protect her?
Or, for the sake of Gu Qingzhou, would he stop being so presumptuous, be more restrained, be softer, and make fewer enemies?
Will he protect himself for her, prevent himself from dying in the war, think about the long-term future, grow old with her, have children, and let her have something to depend on?
Thinking of this, he felt that his feelings for Qingzhou were actually not that deep.
He couldn't do any of this.
He was just jealous.
Jealous but inexplicable, because Gu Qingzhou didn't fall in love with anyone.
Si Xingpei has always had a crush on women since he was a child. There are many women who have loved him. Thinking back to Si Xingpei, a woman's heart is worthless and even a little humble.
He doesn't like it.
He doesn't want a woman to love him, he just wants Gu Qingzhou to love him!
He mused all night, feeling depressed.
The next day, he went to the station.
Si Xingpei kept his eye in the city, secretly protecting Gu Qingzhou, and at the same time reporting Gu Qingzhou's whereabouts to him.
He doesn't like Gu Qingzhou's contact with other men.
Gu Qingzhou is very well-behaved. He goes to school and goes home every day, nothing unusual.
Si Xingpei never thought about it after the depression that day disappeared.
In the end, it's too illusory to love or not. It's a mirror image for men. He doesn't care much. What he wants is Gu Qingzhou, who is still by his side.
His depression that day was just a coincidence that he was in a bad mood.
Gu Qingzhou was in a bad mood when he went back that day, and he didn't even sleep all night.
Never gained and lost have very different meanings.
Gu Qingzhou never thought about getting rid of Si Xingpei's clutches before, because she didn't have the ability.
Afterwards, she mistakenly thought that she was relieved, and the excitement in her heart was hard to contain. She didn't even know that she would be so happy to leave Si Xingpei. She felt that the air was fresh and the sky was high and cloudless. It was like a dream.
It was a dream indeed.
A few minutes later, Si Xingpei told her that her dream was broken.
She seems to have lost her freedom again!
"Perhaps, only by killing him can I have a future!" Gu Qingzhou thought bitterly.
She thinks of the Browning.
She can kill Si Xingpei with that gun and is free from now on.
She sniffs.
It's really sad, the grievances in this life are all given by Si Xingpei.
Although he has benefited Gu Qingzhou and cooked for Gu Qingzhou, he can't give Gu Qingzhou a sustainable future.
Gu Qingzhou seems to be kept in a cage.
It looks like a canary.
The owner treats the canary as a baby, and raises it carefully, for fear of death.
What's the meaning of this kind of good to Gu Qingzhou!
In the next week, Gu Qingzhou was not in good spirits at school.
During swimming lessons, she remembered the day when she bought a swimsuit, Si Xingpei broke into her dressing room and said those words, her heart sank.
My heart sank and my body fell straight down.
Gu Qingzhou sank to the bottom, but Yan Luoshui picked her up.
"Are your feet cramping?" Yan Luoshui was nervous and worried.
The students gathered around and asked her.
Mies, who taught the class, was also terrified.
"I'll pass the swimming class for you, don't come to class again." Miss Chen gave Gu Qingzhou extrajudicial grace. Gu Qingzhou was a blessing in disguise. From then on, she would stand by and watch swimming lessons, and she could stay in a daze and think about her thoughts.
The school didn't have any difficulties, but the homework became more and more difficult.
Instead, some changes have taken place at home.
The newly arrived Xiangxue was carried to the fourth concubine, and Gu Guizhang treated the guests to dinner, and it was quite lively. He attached great importance to this concubine, which was even more solemn than when the second and third concubines were carried.
Gu Qingzhou discussed with the third concubine, and each gave ten yuan to the fourth concubine as a gift.
"Will it be too much?" Mrs. Aunt asked.
The Gu family is not rich, and the third concubine, who relies on Gu Guizhang for food, has no private money.
"You heard about me." Gu Qingzhou leaned over and whispered a few words in the ear of the third concubine.
The third auntie's eyes were sharp, and she felt that Gu Qingzhou's idea was a good idea, and immediately agreed.
Ten dollars is a lot, but San Yiniang can take it out. She and Miao'er have some unknown private money in case they need it.
Miao Er was very distressed.
"Sister, why are you giving that goblin so much money?" Miao'er muttered, "Ten yuan! Too much!"
Xiang Xuesheng is so beautiful that everyone in the Gu family thinks she looks like a fairy.
"What do you know?" The third aunt smiled too narrowly, "This is Qingzhou's idea."
"What's your idea?" When Miao'er heard that it was Gu Qingzhou's idea, she became curious.
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Xiangxue has been a concubine twice.
Before she was picked up by Qin Zhengzheng, she was the eleventh concubine of an old country landlord.
Not three months after she passed the door, the old landlord died, not in her room, of course, but on the newly arrived twelfth concubine.
It's only been three months, and a newcomer comes in, that old pervert!
Later, she stayed at the landlord's house for two years.
A lot has happened during this time.
However, she is living a good life. There are men who love her, and the landlord has five sons.
Qin Zhengzheng went to pick her up, she really didn't want to come. Then I thought, the city is rich and prosperous, and there is nothing wrong with seeing the world.
Although Gu Guizhang is old, he is handsome and decent. He is incomparable to a country man. He has money and Xiangxue is also passionate.
When I came to the city, I went directly to Gu's house. Just as Qin Zhengzheng had promised, Gu Guizhang raised her as a concubine, and she even sent a maid to serve her.
Everything sounds good, except for one thing: she has no money.
As soon as Xiangxue arrived at Gu's house, Gu Guizhang bought her a whole set of gold jewelry, all of which were Huang Chengcheng's, which made Xiangxue happy.
But she has no cash.
These jewelry are her dowry, and she can't sell them.
He came from the countryside and had no cash. This embarrassment brought a bit of inferiority, which made Xiangxue very uneasy.
Gu Guizhang is a man, Xiangxue is conceited to know men, he can give you money, but if you ask for it, things will change.
Xiangxue can't speak, at least not now.
She vaguely mentioned to Qin Zhengzheng, Qin Zhengzheng pretended to be deaf and dumb.
"I must be trying to pinch me, thinking that if I have no money, I will beg her, and listen to her in everything!" Xiangxue knew Qin Zhengzheng's thoughts and gritted her teeth secretly.
Xiangxue lived for a few days, and from the servant's mouth, she already knew Qin Zhengzheng's purpose for bringing her to the city.
Qin Zhengzheng is not for Xiangxue, nor for Gu Guizhang, but for her own relief.
Xiangxue was used by Qin Zhengzheng.
Pian Xiangxue arrived for the first time, so he didn't dare to act rashly, and he could let Qin Zhengzheng handle it.
"Wait a few months, I'm pregnant, how can I toss you!" Xiangxue thought to herself.
Just as Xiangxue was helpless, Gu Qingzhou found her.