The Exorcist Chapter 32: Savior

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I held a branch on top of the talisman fire.

I always thought that I was kind and soft-hearted, but when I was hurt so deeply, the anger in my heart could make me crazy and irrational. At this time, all the moral quotes were nonsense. I just wanted revenge and asked Zhao Jiang to pay the price. Although it could not make me get back what I had lost, it could numb the wounds in my soul.

Zhao Jiang was strung on a branch and couldn't escape. He screamed one after another. His voice was very small, but I knew he was conscious. This made me feel the pleasure of revenge, and I knew Nana was right next to him. Watch.

I didn’t want to give him a good time, I wanted to torture him slowly, so I used the magical fire to burn him for a while, then took it away, and when he calmed down for a while, I burned him again, making him suffer endlessly. The pain of earth washes away his sins.

He helped the demon baby to hurt his classmates for his own sake; he hunted and killed the innocent and kind-hearted little maid and absorbed their skills; he killed innocent children and migrant workers because of hunger; he killed innocent children and migrant workers in order to get close to Nana And killed poor Xiaoling; he killed the girl who jumped off the building out of revenge, which eventually led to Nana's death!

My beloved Nana, my first love, the person I owe!

He wailed, he begged for mercy, but my heart was extremely hardened. Now I understand why the Chinese say, 'Kill to pay for life, and debt to pay for money, it is only natural and right. ’ Because no one will do something wrong without paying the price. If you do something, you will have to bear the consequences, no matter how long it lasts, no matter how miserable it is!

I repeated the action without saying a word. A Zhan and Bao Datong did not make a sound either. They watched the black energy being roasted smaller and smaller bit by bit, and the struggle became lighter and lighter until there was no sound at all. Until this person who deserves to be killed by a thousand cuts finally stops polluting the world.

I held the branch and was reluctant to throw it into the fire, because it meant the end of things and Nana would leave me forever. How I wish it wouldn't be dark, but I'm so small, how can I control the sky!

"Wanli." Azhan called me, his voice a bit unbearable.

I stood up, not daring to look at the white mist. I was so confused that my hands trembled for a long time. Finally, I threw the branch into the fire and ended my love with my own hands.

Azhan beside me sighed softly, and walked away with Bao Datong, while the white mist slowly drifted over, surrounding my body, reluctant to leave. I can't hear her voice, but I understand how much she misses me!

What should I do? My feelings make me unable to let go, but my reason makes me have to make a decision.

She is no longer mine. If I force her to stay, she will stay willingly, but she can only become a wandering soul, without happiness and afterlife, without the chance to be a human again, and I can give her nothing except pain and danger. She is dead and this is no longer her place.

"Let's go, Nana!" I held back my tears and forced myself to say calmly, "If there is an afterlife and we fall in love again, I swear I can find you!"

The white mist still lingered around me, wrapping me in it. I only felt the cool water vapor soothing me so gently, as if kissing my face. I stretched out my hand, but there was nothing I could grab or touch! Who says a man doesn’t cry or cry easily? At that moment, I really wanted to cry loudly, but I had to endure it because I knew that my pain would make her even more reluctant to let go.

I used all my strength to feel her last presence, exchanging thoughts with each other, completely forgetting myself, but the sky was still turning white uncontrollably, telling me that dawn was approaching!

"Let's go, Nana!" My heart ached, and every word I spoke was like a knife stabbing my heart. "I swear I will never forget you! You will always be with me in my life." There is a place in my heart, and it will always be there! No one can touch it, the quietest and warmest place!"

A gust of wind blew, but the white mist did not disperse, only a whimper was heard in the wind. The voice was so sad that I almost let her go. I wanted to reassure her, so I stopped talking and watched with my own eyes the white mist floating gently and lingeringly around me, gradually becoming transparent, and then - dissipating!

I don’t even know how I got back to the hospital, I only know that I completely lost her! For many years to come, I often dreamed about her, but it was just my imagination caused by my longing. Because she gained peace when she left, she must have her new life!

Later, Bao Datong left, A Zhan and I graduated, and we never returned there. As for the campus case that year, because we all agreed that we didn’t know who attacked us from behind, we had no choice but to let it go.

………………

Xiao Xia burst into tears. She never knew Wan Li was so deeply hurt in her heart.

"It's only a centimeter away!" Wan Li was still immersed in memories, "If I had been faster for just one second, she wouldn't have died! No matter whether our love would succeed in the end, at least she wouldn't have to die! She is so young and cute - there is only one centimeter difference! Just a little bit -"

"Stop blaming yourself, it's not your fault!" Wanli looked so fragile at this moment, which made Xiaoxia's heart twist. Because Wan Li was sitting, she stepped forward and leaned over to hug him, trying to comfort him, "It's all God's fault. It's not your fault that he wants to make such a mistake to torture you!"

"No, it's because I didn't think well that it happened." Wan Li said stubbornly, as if blaming himself would ease the pain. "I was so complacent at that time that I thought I could solve everything easily. I didn't expect The world is so complicated and difficult to grasp!"

"It's not your fault. You were so young at that time, how could you have imagined it!" Xiaoxia hugged Wan Li's neck and hit him hard, feeling sorry for his self-punishment. "Besides, you also fulfilled your promise. , I have never forgotten her, and I ruined your marriage because of this incident. I think she will be happy if she knows something underground. It is rare to be remembered by a man like you!"

She has never regretted so much!

Why do you want to inquire about him and Bao Datong? Why do you have to open his healed wounds and make him bleed again? She hated herself very much, not only because she reminded Wan Li of the past that she couldn't bear to look back on, but also because of everyone's usual attitude towards Wan Li.

Everyone will come to him to vent and talk to when they have troubles and uneasiness, especially her, as if he should help everyone relieve their psychological pressure, as if he is born to be everyone's guardian. No one has ever thought that he is also a human being. He also lives a hard and exhausted life in a prosperous city. He also has his own sadness and pain, but who has cared about the scars in his soul? Just because he is gentle and considerate, just because he smiles every day, won't it hurt if he is hurt?

"Sorry! Sorry!"

"Why are you saying sorry?" Her tears fell into the crook of his neck, making him tingle. "It's not your fault, silly girl!"

"I'm sorry anyway." Xiao Xia said, feeling that everyone was being too harsh on Wan Li.

Everyone around him regards him as a good friend, but does anyone really care about him? He always helped others, but when he was licking his wounds alone, did anyone give him gentle comfort? Maybe Ruan Zhan has, but she hasn't. How selfish she is!

Wan Li smiled bitterly and stopped arguing, "Stop crying, others will think I'm bullying you." He patted her back and continued, "Now you know why I always break up with you. Should I leave first? Because I can't stand watching others leave. This is my heart disease. I'm afraid that person will never come back. I am a doctor, but I can't solve my own problem."

"Everyone has mental illness. It is abnormal not to have illness. You said it." Xiaoxia replied vaguely, but her heart still ached for Wanli.

"Yeah, I have a lot of problems, such as my attitude towards Bao Datong." Wan Li sighed, "He didn't do anything wrong. In fact, he has been helping us. But I subconsciously want to find someone to blame. I am the medium of pain, so I will get angry at him. I blame them and their son for not accepting Zhao Jiang back then, I blame him for not pushing Nana one centimeter more towards me, I even blame him for not foreseeing the rain, ha, how so Unreasonable."

"He seems to know this and is very cooperative in quarreling with you!"

"Yeah, maybe he also feels guilty! The three of us couldn't save a delicate girl."

"Maybe he will feel better this way."

"Yes, I think A Zhan is the same."

The name Ruan Zhan made Xiaoxia's body tremble slightly. She didn't know why she had such a big reaction when he was mentioned. Wan Li felt this keenly and felt sour in his heart.

"Do you know why Azhan was willing to help you in the beginning?" Wan Li ignored the new pain in his heart, "Because I said you looked like Nana."

"Do I look like it?" Xiao Xia was a little surprised and let go of Wan Li.

"It should be said - it's not like that. Except for the situation when you were entangled by a fierce ghost, there is nothing like Nana's imagination. She doesn't look like her, and her personality is even different. She is very delicate and will make men unconscious. I feel bad for you. You have an impatient temper, and you are usually very docile, but you are very tenacious when you are provoked. It can be said that you hate evil as much as you hate it!"

"It sounds like a compliment to me." Seeing that Wan Li gradually calmed down, Xiao Xia's heartache for him also eased a little, "But - just because I look like Nana, I mean my situation at the time was like Nana, Ruan Zhan Did you just help me? He——still loves Nana?"

"It's not because of that." Wanli saw that Xiaoxia was very concerned about this matter, so he told the truth, "He has never loved Nana deeply, or he has never loved any woman deeply."

Of course, if you are not included - Wan Li makes up for it in his heart.

"So, he is also guilty about that matter?" Xiaoxia said, "I thought he helped me because of your face, or because he was afraid that I would reveal his secret."

"How could he be afraid of that!" Wan Li let out a long breath, "You have never seen his indifference before. He can watch innocent people die in front of him, and he will only step over that person. , without even raising his eyelids. He manipulates other people's memories, is he afraid that you will tell them? You are right, he is just guilty and wants to find a channel to relieve himself, so he helps you. As for the future , that’s your eldest lady’s first-class scoundrel skills, he is so entangled by you that he can’t help it.”

Xiao Xia didn't speak, and suddenly felt a strange feeling in her heart. Ruan Zhan can manipulate other people's memories, so has he done this to himself? Otherwise, why has her memory been confused recently? She always feels that something happened, but she can't remember it?

But, no, right? She still remembered that during the Li Jingming incident, he promised herself that he would never manipulate her. He promised, and with his personality, he would definitely do what he said, but he probably wouldn't!

It must be her own wild imagination!

Xiao Xia shook her head, trying to get rid of this thought, but due to excessive exertion and her recent poor health, she suddenly felt dizzy and fell forward. Wan Li was startled and stretched out his arms to hug her, "Be careful!"

Xiao Xia fell onto Wan Li's lap and took a moment to recover.

"I-" She wanted to say thank you, but when she looked up, she suddenly saw a man standing in front of the door.

That man was what she thought about day and night. At this moment, he suddenly appeared, making her feel like she was in a dream. She didn't react for a while, and just stared at him blankly.

"Azhan!" Wanli reacted first, "You're back!"

Ruan Zhan looked away from Xiao Xia, pointed at Bao Datong, and walked into the room.

When Xiaoxia saw him move, she realized that she was still sitting on Wanli, and quickly stood up, "Have you eaten?"

"Not yet."

"Can I help you prepare something?"

"Okay." Ruan Zhan replied briefly.

Hearing his affirmative reply, Xiaoxia hurriedly ran out the door and dared to breathe only when she reached the stairs. What's going on? Why did my heart almost jump out of my chest when I saw him? I wanted to rush over and hug him. If she doesn't leave as soon as possible, she might actually attack him! When did I become so perverted? No, if you want to divert your attention, you need to get him something to eat first. He looks so tired!

As she thought about it, she ran downstairs to get food for Ruan Zhan, but the atmosphere between the two men upstairs was a bit awkward.

"Is everything going well?" Wan Li broke the silence.

"It's okay." Ruan Zhan walked to Bao Datong, who was lying quietly on the bed. "The people in Xitou store are very simple. Although they didn't dare to say anything because of fear at the beginning, as long as they can help them and Sincerity, they are still willing to repay."

"Have you found out the origin of 'Zhang Jialin'?"

Ruan Zhan nodded, "I have a general idea. Although there are still mysteries, we can deduce some clues."

"How did you come back? Did you use your time and space distortion again?" Wan Li sighed, "You can't use that often, so why not choose normal physical methods?"

"I know too." Ruan Zhan frowned habitually, "But I'm afraid he won't be able to wait." He checked the aura of Bao Datong's body and saw that his condition was not too bad, so he felt relieved .

"Yes, you are the savior. Last time you sensed my danger and rushed back early. This time you sensed that he was in danger."

"Last time?"

"The time when Nana had an accident." Wan Li's voice lowered, but he immediately adjusted his emotions, "I was telling Xiaoxia about that incident just now, and she burst into tears, even more than me. Still sad."

"You shouldn't tell her that, she will feel uncomfortable for a long time,"

"Maybe you are right." Wan Li thought for a while, "But there is too much sadness in the world. If you want her not to be eroded at all, and everything around her is happy, you must first keep it It only depends on your own life."

"You should know-"

"I know." Wan Li interrupted Ruan Zhan, "But you can't treat your fate so quietly, even if it's for Xiaoxia. Aren't you jealous when you saw her in my arms just now?"

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