The Experimental Log of the Crazy Lich Chapter 406: Gifts from the past
I have been to many places and I also love the scenery while traveling. Even, I have gained a lot of gains and realizations during the journey. Perhaps this is the origin of my Soul Imprint ice traveler.
The icy tundra is purely snow-white. The towering snow-capped mountains are a luxury of breathing. There is a double forbidden zone of life and color. In the desperation of nothing, I learned to exile myself.
Yes, it is not a grand speech like emptying the soul, but a self-exile that represents abandonment and expulsion. In the snow where the sky and the earth cannot be distinguished, where am I abandoned? Torture one's soul in the extreme cold and death dream.
"... Why is this world so hard? We just ca n’t live well? Why is it so hard to live? Why give up all the warriors who sacrificed themselves, but still lose their homes and loved ones, and they will still be killed after death Spoiled with stigma. Is there really no fairy tale in reality? Should good people go to hell? Is it all my fault, my sin? If I am wrong, it is enough to punish me alone. Why should you let so many good people accompany me into hell. "
The memories of the past are repeatedly played like a lantern. The faces that make me feel guilty, regretful, and nostalgic always don't let me go. Those vicious slanders have never left my ears.
"It's all your fault. How could our country perish if it weren't for your mischievous and self-righteous traverser."
"Unknown Gemini? No, no, only you, the outsider who occupies the prince's body, is your broom star, so that our people will be killed. Driven into despair."
"It's all your fault. Why you survive alone. Why don't you go to **** to accompany us ..."
The amiable face of the past was twisted by hatred so ugly, and the original cordial greetings let me through the dawn of cursing and cursing again and again.
"Yeah, why am I still alive? Lord, why do you keep me alive! I want to die! Let me die!"
I don't know how I lived through the nightmare, because already doesn't have the concept of memory and time, and looks back. Even the memories are paragraph by paragraph, all that can be remembered, only the white and cold.
Perhaps, I didn't get over it. already fell into a complete madness at that moment, but it was the last bit of luck and chance that made me walk back from the endless madness.
Perhaps, I was half crazy and awake during that time, cursing the injustice of heaven when I was crazy, and cursing my weakness and weakness when I was awake. Reality and dreams are twisted together, and ideal thinking and crazy distortions can also be merged. Perhaps this is also the most reasonable explanation for that intermittent memory.
But in the end, I survived. The reason restored in desperation told me that those who trusted still stood under my banner even before they died. How could they trust their choices and trust? regret.
"The heart of a knight is like a city of steel. It is pure and tolerant of impurities. I doubt they will regret following me. This is the worst insult to them. I am really an unqualified lord. Even now, Still doubting their loyalty and trust ... "
Even though I recovered my intellect, I still chose to live alone on the glacier. I faced my self and my heart in a peaceful life, tortured my soul and memory, and counted the mistakes one by one in the night of the furnace.
"If I can think about maturity, be more cunning, be more shameless, be cruel, maybe I won't fail ..."
I originally liked the lively, and gradually fell in love with the cold color in that snow white, because I knew that in the face of despair, the passionate emotions were as meaningless and calm and sensitive as the glorious slogans. It is the only way to redeem. I long to freeze my reason under the glacier.
"If possible, I expect to leave Wrath under the snow mountain. Then, I will no longer lose control of my emotions because of Wrath, and I will not make regretful memories. Madness and Wrath are meaningless. The **** youthful urge will only bring endless pain. I spur Wrath, I curse madly, and I long to be a bystander in despair, "
I do n’t know when it ’s started. I do n’t have Wrath, but I have two more soul fragments representing Wrath on my neck. Since then, I have become a traveler traveling alone on the icy mountains and rivers, and carved that landscape into With the imprint of the soul, he re-entered the realm of Legend and laid the cornerstone of reaching the peak.
Perhaps, I really did it. Become a spectator who can appreciate the splendor of the end with the attitude of an onlooker, and then make the calmest choice in despair. Maybe I just cut myself off. The mutilator of the soul fragment is a lunatic who thinks he calms down.
But I do n’t regret it anyway. After all, that ’s my past, it ’s my own choice, it ’s the eternal sin I should bear….
"I will never regret it ..."
The intense light hurt my eyes, and tears ran out of my pupils, but there were tears on the pillow.
"Is this dream again?"
Looking carefully, the outside is hung on the sun and the moon at the same time. Looking at the position between the double stars, it seems that already has reached the dawn time.
"Do you often dream about this?"
The Elf young girl with blond hair is sitting on my pillow. The silky blond hair has been dragged all over the bed, and there are traces of pillows on Bai Nen's thigh. In the past, with a mocking and proud tone, it was more With these rare concerns and tensions, the little red face was shy and red.
I shook my head, tossed the boring mood aside, and flung the weak liquid to the corner of the wall. I shook my head and opened my eyes. The next moment, the energetic, youthful, youthful Roland came back. It's up!
"No, it's all already forgotten things. I don't know what happened, but I always dreamed about it this week ... Say, who are you, how did you come in? It is a prank that wants to ruin my reputation. Did I say I'm not Lori Control, I'm the Great Maid Control! "
Okay, that little girl (loli)'s concern turned into anger immediately, and then it clicked and smashed. Suddenly turned into a bird bite ...
"Don't bite! Ah. This touch? Are you Harloys? Huh. Aren't you a cat ..."
It turns out that when people just wake up, it is very easy to have low blood pressure, and it is taken for granted that they do n’t remember well, but at the critical moment, if they recognize the wrong person and call the wrong name, they will be fatal ...
"Oh, oh, I remember it, sorry! Harloys. I just fell asleep just now, don't bite, bleeding, bleeding, really bleeding!"
After all, I took off the fake loli from my head, and I promised a bunch of conditions before I coaxed it and gave me some medicine.
"... You are a retrospective dream, this is your soul to urge you to condense Soul Imprint."
When I asked about my dream, Harloys made a firm decision.
"It seems. That was the memory when the emblem of the ice traveler was condensed. Unfortunately, the death of that life must have been violent. The most lost memory. Will the condensed Soul Imprint have such a dream? I used to seem No such memory. "
"Nonsense, you used to re-create a new emblem, which is to consolidate your life experience in this life. Now you are restoring the past Soul Imprint, and you are required to face your past self, even if it was extremely sad in the past."
"Is the past self really a sad past, and no wonder I will forget it ... Hold on, how do you know it is the memory of the past, and you still know the sad past? You, dare Peep ?! Have you used magic to peek at my dream? "
"... Hehe, you should know that cats are a curious creature."
The next moment, blonde Rory turned into a dead cat, and her paw scratched her face to sell her cutely. Harloys will become more and more confusing.
I squeezed a word out of my teeth.
"The curiosity of cats? Well, maybe we should first talk about how cats die!"
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In less than a month after entering this world, many soldiers who came in have made breakthroughs. These guys often have a bottleneck period of already. After staying in this high Elemental Tide environment for a period of time, they naturally break through. Already.
But don't underestimate these breakthroughs. In the human world, most mortals work hard all their lives. Even if the resources pointed by the famous teacher keep up, the peak of silver will be reached, otherwise the master Gold-Rank will not be so popular.
And if all the silver peaks that are regarded as mortal heavens easily enter gold, and the decades of precipitation have turned into real strength, it is not enough to triple the combat power.
WGold-Rank to Legend is a summary and cohesion of your own life. There is still a way to get to the golden age. Legend Rank means that you have worked hard all your life, so it ’s just a little bit worse.
But some people do realize it, but due to injuries or old age, they are exhausted physically and mentally, and still cannot be advanced. This is not an individual case. When the old is about to die and suffers major setbacks, he will look back from the past and realize the advanced, but then already is late, and he ca n’t stand the end.
These old mercenaries and soldiers, in an environment of high Elemental Tide, have somehow repaired their injuries, prolonged their lives, and passed this hurdle.
Just settling here will make these young soldiers gain a lot, let the veterans regain their combat power, and naturally have more confidence in our cause.
Of course, in the next few decades, I am afraid that the whole world will have such benefits, but when the water rises, the enemy will become more difficult.
But in fact, in a burst of joy, it was me who had the most gains.
The seven-day psychic already ended, and the huge consumption caused me to fall asleep, but also bluntly referred to mana to Legend Rank, and it can block the Soul Imprint level of a normal person's life, but from the beginning not a system problem, forcing me to quickly gather Soul Imprint, forcing me to face myself.
"It's really difficult. Although entering Legend and even Saint Rank is also a necessary condition to complete the" big plan ", I really don't want to dream that dream any more.
"Then, you can try to gather other Soul Imprint first. However, it is not better than that."
Thinking of the other things and memories that Soul Imprint represents, my expression suddenly became weird, and then I stared fiercely at the dead cat who didn't know how to live or die.
"Are you peeking at my dream again? How else would you know it was miserable."
"Hum, does this still have to be seen? Isn't your life just tableware? The already was full of cups (tragedy). You can't see comedy in any way."
"Comedy? Will there be? Dead cats are dead comedies-Schrödinger's cats are highly praised! You guys guess this cat is dead or alive!" (To be continued, please search for floating astronomy, novels and more Good update faster!
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