The Path Toward Heaven: Postscript (the lake outside the window)

What would Jing Jiu and Xu Le say when they first met?

I introduce myself.

I originally prepared some words like Xu Le, such as Xiaofeng, a native of Yichang, Hubei, used names, resumes, and other things, including the names of my family members.

That's too awkward, so let's talk about it briefly.

I live in a very happy and happy family.

Many years ago, my best friend Zhuo Siming from university came to play in Yichang and stayed at home for two days. Later, he often recalled that when he got up, he saw the sunshine. My parents laughed and talked to the computer to fight the landlord. The whole family was full of happiness.

The leader also said many times later. The first time she went to Yichang's house, she felt that the atmosphere was very good, and her niece Huanzi was very well-behaved and very comfortable.

I grew up in such a family, and I was free from childhood. I changed my name if I wanted to. I didn’t want to go to work if I didn’t want to work. Then I started writing books according to my interest, but I still made money... Beautiful and smooth decades.

Even if I didn’t have much money when I was young, I woke up every day to eat bowls of noodles, took the sports weekly to the children’s park and sat on the grass facing the lake in a daze. There was no sense of disguised loneliness and imitating despair as a literary and artistic youth, but a kind of doing nothing. Happiness.

So if my life can be repeated again, I will definitely live like this.

There is also a large lake outside the window of Daqing’s house. The scenery varies with the time of day. I am also very happy now, but I rarely stare at the lake in a daze. Take pictures and send them to friends in the two groups.

When the sky is overcast with clouds, when the wind is raging, and when the rain falls, the lake is very beautiful. The most beautiful thing is that one day at four o'clock in the morning, I was about to go to bed, and suddenly found that the world outside the window was still... There was faint fog on the other side of the lake, and the lake was flat, as flat as a mirror, reflecting the blue sky and white clouds in the sky. The beauty was palpitating.

With such a beautiful view, I slept comfortably. After waking up, I threw the photo into the group, and San Shao and Sandbag jumped out at the same time and said-the mirror of the sky!

It really feels that way, but this kind of picture is too rare. I came to Daqing for ten years. Only when there was no wind on that day, can I have a picturesque scene.

Life is like the lake outside the window of Daqing, there are few when there is no wind.

My mother had no clear consciousness before she left. We stood by the bed and listened to her with her eyes closed, saying something very clearly.

——The wind is calm and the waves are calm, go.

This is my mother's last words.

Now the words on her tombstone are: "Feng Ping I, calm and peaceful." This sentence was written by me on the glass wall of the study, and it was also used in the story.

When there is no wind, you have to pay attention to the scenery outside the window, and when the wind is blowing, try to see some beauty. Happiness is what you need to find. You have to look for variety shows, TV, movies, sports, eating, drinking, and fun or beautiful scenery and people.

If you really can’t think about it, go to the deepest part of your life, it must be a popular word for funeral, although most people may not really understand what funeral means.

Moving out the words of Romain Roland again here-"There is only one kind of true heroism in the world, which is to recognize the truth of life and continue to love it."

I have said before that this sentence is a compromise of fate, a helpless self-comfort, but now it seems to be very good, because everyone needs comfort.

What is the meaning of being alive? It is to look over the mountain, to think about why the water is flowing down, to find the origin of everything, the reason for existence. What if you can't find it? Then keep looking. So what if everything, including existence itself, is meaningless? This is a false proposition, as the book said, eternal life cannot be proven, and everything is meaningless and cannot be proven. That's why Jing Jiu keeps moving forward, using his life to prove his existence, and his pursuit of meaning to prove the existence of meaning.

We are not him, just think about it.

I have been very afraid of death since I was a child, and I often think about this problem. After my forty years old, the stage view is that the purpose of living should be to explain the matter of living.

Of course, I can’t explain it clearly. The story of Dao Chaotian is not used to explain this matter, but just to describe the process.

This is different from Fighter of the Destiny. Fighter of the Destiny says that there is no destiny, only choice. The focus is on the change of our destiny every time we choose. Although Dao Chaotian put a lot of forks out, Jing Jiu and Taiping Zhenren, Lian Sanyue, Patriarch, and General Li have different choices, and Zhao Layue and other juniors have different choices, but that is not important. Because all roads ultimately point to the same place.

The avenue is facing the sky, each walking aside.

No matter where you go, just stick to it.

The story of Dao Chaotian doesn't make much sense. I just want to write what I think is Xiuxian. There was a sentence in the introduction to the Toad Book-a thousand magic spells, infinite avenues, I just ask, can you live forever? This is the principle of cultivating immortals that I have thought of since I was a child. Why do humans cultivate immortals? To be higher, faster and stronger? Even if you want to increase your personal strength, it's just for self-protection, not for glory.

It is difficult for me to accept a cultivator who fights every day, engages in conspiracy, and engages in power tricks. If it is possible, Jing Jiu should hide in the cave and not go out like he did in his previous life.

In fact, what I did in the end was still relatively unsuccessful. I still often made some conspiracies, and made some more exciting plot ups and downs, and I never forgot to pretend to be... Habit.

Fortunately, I like most of the plots. For example, Shenmofeng eats hot pot, Yunji Town eats hot pot, Jingyuan eats hot pot, Tianguangfeng steps into the sea of ​​clouds, Liu Ci Huajian, Jing Jiu finds objects along the way. Sword, my favorite is the Zhongzhou Sect Inquiry Conference, which won the top in the Qingtianjian, and I am very happy to write the plot after the ascension, especially the life in the 720 buildings on the moon watching planet behind. Because that building, the snow and the cats and birds are the life I have lived, and I have fed many cats there.

The pursuit of plainness means that the plot and character will not be strong. The long life of the monk will also give you another sense of life and death. As I said to you before, forgetting the plot over time is what I foresee when I write the avenue. And what I look forward to, I don't expect the whole book to be remembered by many people in the future. Just like a modern poem, you will feel it when you read it, but few people can remember what the poem says.

In the scrolls of Chaotian Continent, the introductory words are all ancient poems. After flying to the Galaxy Alliance, they used modern poems. Of course, they were done deliberately. I like those introductory words very much-classmate Haitang in this regard I spent a lot of time and energy-combined with what I said in the previous paragraph, my real idea is to write Dadao into a poem.

Which poem is it? It's the passage used in the book. The last paragraph of Shi Tiesheng’s "I and the Temple of Earth" has been comforting me for several years. I think it is a good poem that cannot be better. Please allow me to copy it here again:

"But the sun, he is always the setting sun and the rising sun all the time. When he extinguished and walked down the mountain to collect the desolate afterglow, it was he who burned on the other side and climbed up the mountain to spread the violent morning glory. Time.

That day, I will also quietly walk down the mountain, holding on to my crutches...

One day, in a certain depression, a kid who is bound to run up and hug his toy. "

Of course, that's not me.

But, isn't that me? "

The universe has turned a song and dance into eternity with its endless desire.

What kind of human name this desire has, it can be ignored. "

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What kind of human name this desire has, it can be ignored.

Maybe his name is Gu Qing, maybe Nanxi, or Shen Qingshan and Shen Yunbu, maybe Xueji, Xu Le, and of course Jing Jiu.

At the beginning, I thought about whether to write the avenue as a group portrait, so I had the above consideration. The main reason was that Jing Jiu was too boring-his body was special, his mind was special, and he was invincible. His life is necessarily boring.

Many readers are saying that Jing Jiu is tasteless. Once I saw a title called "Tasteless Man" on the Internet. I almost used it on him, because he could not taste the taste, nor could he experience it. Many tastes in life.

Of course it is very risky to use him as the actor, but when I opened the book, I decided to do so, because I confirmed that his boringness has the greatest passion and deepest dedication to life, and those are all of us. The inner common part of an individual is also the part most needed in life, which is the life's destiny.

Such a talent is qualified to be the embodiment of the endless desire of the universe, and naturally more qualified to be the protagonist of our story.

There is another protagonist I have written that is also very qualified, and that is Xu Le, because he has become a god, but he chose to leave his life.

When I wrote the postscript of Suzaku many years ago, I said that I wanted to write a trilogy of nerves, which are fascinated, ecstatic, and distracted.

Perhaps many of my friends have not noticed that the last volume of Dao Chaotian is called The Book of Gods. Yes, this is the last part of the trilogy.

In fact, after flying to the Galaxy Alliance, most of the friends who have seen Jike have guessed what happened. Yes, from Qing Yunian to Jike and then to Dadaotiantian, this is what I have always wanted to accomplish. A world is something that everyone has always known.

When Dao Chaotian opened the book, I had already determined that this will be the last long story. The reason why I said in the new book’s testimonials that it will be the last two or a long story is that I don’t want readers to think about this story too early. It is the last part of the trilogy, because if it is determined to be the last major feature, then I must finish writing the trilogy.

Because it is the last long story, I wrote more seriously, more deliberately, and more presumptuously than before. Just as I have emphasized in the new book testimonials and the two million words testimonials, the preparations for Dadao have been done. Especially meticulous, very deliberate in writing, even if it may appear ingenious, it will definitely stick to the end.

When I opened the book, I used to say in my testimony, would I worry about the story being too dry? The actor in the book will say later: I have never thought about this problem.

I am extremely cautious and conscientious in technical details, but I am very presumptuous in terms of interest and core. I will not make any adjustments or self-discipline. I only hesitate on one thing.

In the beginning, I was going to write Xu Le as a big villain-gods used to stand on the opposite side of mankind, and I became the kind of person who hated most of the time-this kind of literary singing, this kind of antagonism to the past Subversion is too deliberate.

I don't care about deliberately, but I like Xu Le, why should I write him as someone I don't like? More importantly, I don't think the past needs to be subverted.

The stories I wrote, the people in the stories, whether they are good people or bad people, whether they are brave people or cowardly people, are all I want to write.

Jiang Yicao and A Chou left Gaoyang in blood, where is the spring breeze? The old dog is teaching in Jiujiang, the white elephant has traveled far away, Maitreya is about to burst, and Zou Leilei is still sleeping quietly. Fan Xian finally stood up in Caojian, and Chen Pingping waited until he came back. The arms of the second brother, Wang Po, and Xilai were all broken. Chen Changsheng and Tang Thirty-Six watched the fat carp sinking to the mud at the bottom of the pond N times on the tree of the National Education Institute. Sangsang was cultivated by Ning Que to become a Buddha, so naturally he forgot how to make fried egg noodles. The spring breeze-like willow poems came and left lightly, the morning light was like yesterday, the wind and snow were like before, and there were only black and white in front of the 7th and 20th floor.

A cat is lying on the wall of Lao Bi Zhai and on the edge of the cliff of Shenmo Peak, watching all this, and when it is in the small bookstore, it is still a white mouse.

This is my past.

It's very simple.

Just write stories, write about those people.

This kind of life begins when it's boring.

In 2001, I tricked my family into putting together money to buy a computer to listen to songs. When I was free, I wrote about a martial arts background in the Northern Song Dynasty. Today, no one but my family has seen it. .

Then the third year was the third year. At that time, I was boring in the Climbing forum. I wanted to talk to the moderator of the data area, A Chou, so I wrote about the ten years of Yingxiu and got her into the book. In Qingyu years, she wrote several small poems. When I talked to her about this last year, she actually forgot. After going home and checking it for a long time, she said that it seemed that it was really written by her. The time was terrible. At that time, the leader was the moderator of the comment area, and he knew it naturally, and began to consider the issue of making money, so he had the story of Suzaku. I have admitted many times that Suzaku's creative attitude at the beginning was very bad. I felt that it was to make money and there was no need to be too serious. It was not until Taiwan Publishing House closed down and .asxs began to be available. The attitude was completely reversed and it started to be very cool. The battle between the gods and the Buddha, it is called a happy one, and one day off a week is no more happy.

Suzaku doesn’t make much money, but it’s officially entered the industry, and it’s the first time the name "Mao Jiu" appeared in front of you. Then I will talk about marriage, which involves the issue of making more money, so I have an attitude. I really wanted to write a big red book, which gave birth to Qing Yu Nian.

After writing the Qing Dynasty in 2009, I have some deposits in my hand. I can count on it. It is enough to pay the house down payment and the wedding ceremony. The house price in Daqing is cheap. When I bought it, it was more than 4,000 square meters. I repaid a loan of more than 300,000 yuan-I thought it was very safe, so I decided to write the book I most wanted to write, that is, Jike. No matter how you look at Jike’s subject matter and method, I know that the audience is limited, so I took the initiative to tell Baojian to reduce the price...Look at how accurate and lovely my judgment of the market is.

Jianke finished writing happily. He felt that his life was awesome, so he fell into intense anxiety and wondered what to do with the next book. So I wrote a book that I think should be the best with the most serious attitude, and that is Jiang Ye. In fact, I have always believed that Jiangye is the best from fullness to achievement to performance and all aspects, because it was still young at that time.

It's just that Cyclonus rushed too hard in one or two years, and it couldn't hold up in one to three years. After my dad had his heart bypass operation, he couldn’t take the leader home from the airport. He went to the community hospital and asked me to go directly to the big hospital. Then the doctor at a hospital looked at my blood pressure and ignored me, so he just picked up the phone. Are there any beds in the inpatient department? No, there must be a bed... High pressure 220 is also a great experience.

I recuperated like an old lady for a period of time, and overcome a lot of tinnitus, bleeding under the eyes and other minor but extremely worrying problems. I finished writing Jiang Ye and went to Tencent Literature. Although both sides are in the family now, at that time... raising eyebrows was still a bit stressful. The pressure is that my grades must be good...

Fortunately, the results of Fighter of the Destiny are really good.

Then it was the mother’s illness in the past five years, and her emotions, energy, and time were torn apart indescribable. At that time, only the four words “my today without change” could be seen on the WeChat public account, and I did not explain the reason once. Because I'm still writing seriously.

Looking back, from Suzaku to the great road, every book has something I am most proud of. Every book is my proud work, and every book I use my best, from the heart, as if facing the abyss , Don’t stop without writing about shaking your head and shaking your head.

The same sentence, if life can be repeated, I will probably still be like this. Why? Because we can only live once, friends! If this is the case, of course I have to live without regrets as much as possible. This is my pursuit, and I have been doing this for years.

I have said many times that my literary talent and technical ability may not be too strong, but my professional ethics is really good. Of course, I’m not talking about changing words every day, but constantly changing-there will always be things alive, there is no time Energy to write-but every story I write is very serious, with a correct attitude, reaching the upper limit of my ability. If I don’t like what I write is normal, it doesn’t mean I’m not serious about writing. Creating this kind of thing is ultimately a self-evidence. The author puts his mind on it, and it is perfect.

I did this.

There will always be rewards for giving.

I started writing about the ten years of Yingxiu in 2003. I have written books for 17 years seriously. The results are really good. My subscription is really strong. I have won the monthly pass and my film and television. The results of the adaptation are very good, no matter from any angle, it should be the best in the industry, and I have won a lot of various awards, and I should have finished the web-related articles. Let’s just say you’re welcome, no matter who will write the history of web articles in the future, you will have to mention the stories I and I wrote, otherwise, it’s just nonsense.

This is glory, I didn't say it before, but now show it off. Why? Because you want to make you who like me or like these stories more proud and bragging. Although my opinion has not changed for more than ten years, you just need to like the book. You don't need to like the author. Similarly, it doesn't matter if you hate me as an author. Don't rise to the book, but what if I have some career fans?

Our reader title is called Group Seven.

Xiong Linquan, Lao Bai, and Da Vinci, of course, have a very strong friendship because they lived and died together with Xu Le, but there must be some extent because of Xu Le's awesomeness.

The postscript hasn’t been finished yet, so I would like to publish a list of thanks. First of all, I thank the readers who have subscribed. After reading it, I’m not included, and then I’d like to thank the past moderators and me. Readers who can remember in their minds at this time: Climbing Perch, Gossip Fish, Clouds, Lazy, Dreaming, Bobo, Snow is Burning, Master Cai Cai, Xiao Bao, Looking at Bamboo Day and Night, Guanshan Moye, Jin Wucai , The color of the wind, the crabapple, the snow is burning, the tears make coffee, A halo, Haihe, Yang Guo001, the baptism of blood and snow, the white horse screams cold, the pig cat, F, the crabapple is still there, purple eyes, Yaoyao likes Jiao Enjun, Fang Hailing, Little Detective, Mo Moer, Fang Lianhai, Wang Jinglue, Hua Xiaoduo, Hank, Mud Field, Yilan, Mountain, Dark, Dunhuai, Murakami Summer Tree, Zhong Lin, Xiaoxue Chenqing... Okay, There must be a lot of names I should remember, but at this time the writing is a bit silly, they are all in the wine! As for my editors and important people in my writing career for more than ten years, I won’t mention them. I love you too!

A few months ago, I started to announce that Dao Chaotian will end on August 21st. I am so confident because I work hard and ensure that I keep keeping the manuscripts. Many friends do not understand why they chose that day, but the reason is very simple.

That day was the tenth anniversary of my wedding and the leader’s wedding.

Some readers should have already thought of it, because you have sent me wedding gifts, books, various fun things, and forced me to sing songs in YY.

For more than ten years, I have gained a lot of love and money on the Internet. This sentence is very nauseating, but I don't think it is because it is true, and the more the better.

This kind of life is really proud, and there are so many proud points, so I won’t pick it out here, but there are a few things I really want to share with you, although I don’t know how to show off at the wine table and friends How many times. If you have talked with you in the post-chapter language before, consider it the first time today.

The first thing I'm most proud of is watching Yan Man's blasphemy. I guessed the end when I saw it halfway through, specifically that sentence.

The second thing I am proud of is staring at the end of the full-time master of Butterfly Blue and contributing a little bit of my wisdom.

The third thing I am proud of is that Bingzha, that is, the author Mingyu Angel recommended me Jiangnan style for a year. After reading it, I judged it to be unprecedentedly popular. After I arrived in Beijing, I had a drink with Baoge Xiaohua Liu Yi and the others. I showed them to them. They were puzzled. I said that if you waited, it would be beyond imagination... It turned out that I was right.

The third thing has nothing to do with aesthetics. I just want to prove my judgment. I know what people like. I can always do it if I want.

Then why did you decide not to write a long story on the web?

Of course it’s not because I’m worried that I can’t keep up with the times, nor is it because of money. It’s not difficult to write another long story and earn a small goal.

I want to return to the trilogy mentioned earlier.

When I was chatting with Teacher Shao Yanjun and reporters before, I once said why web articles are all super long. In addition to business needs such as upgrades, daily updates, and long-tail effects, there is another reason that we authors are not writing a separate story, but depicting a world and the people in the world.

I am not good at constructing the world, and I have always been a boring materialist. The trilogy and the Suzaku are actually different time periods in the real world. Jiang Ye is my favorite Genesis, and Chance of the Destiny is the lost continent I want to get. . After Chaotian Continent is over, the world I want to write about and the world I can write about have been finished. If I could come up with a special world, I would have written science fiction long ago, right?

I have finished my view of the world, but I am still very interested in the relationship between people and certain stories, but that really doesn’t need such a length.

Well, I must admit that I have indeed reached my age, although I rarely have this kind of self-consciousness and my mentality has been stuck in my twenties, but it is indeed a bit tired.

The most critical reason is actually to want to change.

In the past seventeen years, I have participated a lot in the history of web essays. There is also me in this history. As I said before, this is enough. What else can I pursue?

I don't want an unchanging life.

When I dropped out of Sichuan University and ended my part-time job at the car management office, I just didn't want to see my life more than ten years later.

My life in the past ten years is very interesting and very happy, because I have turned my interest into a career, without any restriction, without having to deal with anyone, just playing alone for so many years, really Very handsome.

There is a saying that when interest becomes a career, all charm will be lost, but I don’t feel that way. Up to this moment when I wrote my postscript, writing was still my hobby. I didn't resist because my hobby became a career, and I didn't write any stories I didn't want to write because of money. I am very satisfied with myself.

I like to write stories, so I will keep writing them.

I just want to change the specific method now.

What will happen to the rest of the day? The first is the barbaric physique, civilized spirit, and strive to read more books and movies, and exercise. Since I said that I should keep writing until I die, then I still have to fight for death later and write for a few more years.

Secondly, it is necessary to make the movie and TV of the Nongjianke. There are other projects as well, but I will take the first place here. I will participate in the whole process, work hard, and report to you when I have news.

As I said in the book more than ten years ago, I have two ideals in life. One was writing a book, which was completed when Suzaku Chi, and the other was making a movie.

Although the filming of the work has been done for a long time, what I said is that I want to make a movie. I don't know how to do it, so I'm slowly learning it.

The next work is more important. I want to write some harder stories. The ruthlessness mentioned here is not **** violence, but a more vigorous meaning. It is something that should not be written in pure business. It is not very good-looking but may be fun.

Finally, I want to see the world more. There will be more time in the future, so just go shopping and stay in your favorite cities, such as Hangzhou and Chengdu.

When I take a good rest for a few months, I will continue to write stories for everyone to see, but I don’t know when to start writing and where to post it. My personal habit is of course to post in .asxs., but I really don’t know how to make this short and medium story. I will discuss with my editor friends. When I have a conclusion, I will post it here and on the WeChat public account. report.

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In the past few years, I have basically sat at the computer desk, fished, often played, and worked from time to time. I didn't have much outdoor sports, that is, I like to drive out to hang out.

Whether it is Daqing or Yichang, I have visited many remote places. Anyway, I usually go out late at night, so I don’t have to worry about safety.

There are many places I like to go, such as the trunk road sandwiched between two rows of old trees, the road to Sanyoudong, and another special place.

Too many things have been said over the years. I don’t know if I have mentioned it to you. As I said before, if I mentioned it, it would be the first time.

On the way to Heiyu Lake from Daqing~IndoMTL.com~Turn left down into the field. On both sides are cornfields and blisters. If you keep driving towards the front, you can see a burnt car. There, it's like a scene in a crime movie. My leaders and I often go to see it.

Occasionally the road will be covered by water, then we will regretfully turn back. We went again in the winter of the previous year. The water across the road was frozen into a mirror-like ice surface with many ice thorns erected on it. It looked extremely sharp and beautiful.

I hesitated for a while, and finally summoned the courage to step on the accelerator. Xiaohong slid forward across the ice, listening to the sound of the tires crushing the ice thorns, which was very exciting.

I was honked by a car on the way home. I felt like I was going to fight. When I stopped side by side, I was angry and upset. The window of the car rolled down. Before I had time to speak harshly, the other guy was very quick and gentle. Say don't get me wrong, I saw your flat tires, and remind you. I am ashamed and thankful...

Have you said this feeling before? What I really want to say is that it doesn’t matter if the tire is broken, it always needs to be changed. In order to be able to see the beauty, it is worth taking some risks. I think we should have this attitude in both work and life.

Thank you.

Goodbye.