The Rise of Phoenixes Chapter 205:
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"Thank you."
Feng Zhiwei grabbed the edge of the bed, and almost fell down - there were too many accidents today.
Just like he couldn't say "I'm sorry" but said it to her, Gu Nanyi, who never knew how to be grateful, suddenly said thank you to her at this inexplicable time.
What is his condition now?
Master Gu has now returned to the days when Feng Zhiwei was seriously ill. During those heavy and oppressive nights, he slept on the footrest, thinking over and over again what he should say when she woke up and looked down, saying "Wake up." "? Nonsense, saying "Did you sleep well?" Or nonsense, saying "Is everything okay?" The biggest nonsense in the world.
He has never said nonsense in his life, he just says what needs to be said.
Those nights slipped by minute by minute, and he could never wait for her to wake up. After such a long, almost hopeless wait, in those heavy expressions and sighs, he slowly understood, The unfamiliar and heavy thing in his heart was what they called fear and anxiety. It was very light, but it finally happened for the first time in the world that he had been blank for more than ten years.
Just like the lightness of his heart when she peeled walnuts for him with a smile in the past, the tenderness of his heart when she played the leaf flute with him and said she wanted to find him, and the warmth of his heart when she changed him into women's clothes with a sly smile on her face. At that time, his heart felt as soft as rain, but now he understood that it was the joy, happiness, joy...all bright and cheerful emotions that they often talked about when they were children.
Just like the heaviness of fearing that she would die, it was called fear, and the chill in his heart when he thought that she would die was called sadness... He finally understood in those days.
Maybe it was still far from the real feeling, maybe it was still complicated and difficult to understand for a while, but it was the full and bright color that gradually began to appear on his life that was destined to be barren and pale.
These are all given by Feng Zhiwei, and no one else can have them.
He suddenly understood that the only thing he should say to her was thank you.
Thank you for her existence, thank you for her patience, thank you for opening up his closed fortress and letting him see a little brighter world.
I don’t think there’s anything wrong with not understanding these things before, but I think it’s better to know a little bit about them now.
Because if he understood, he would be more like Feng Zhiwei, like all those people who said he was different, and then he wouldn't be like last time, when he didn't even know that Feng Zhiwei was about to die.
So you should tell her, thank you.
Gu Nanyi felt that she had to say what she wanted to say. She waited for so long last time and almost never managed to say it to her. Naturally, she couldn't give up this time.
After he finished speaking, he felt relieved and continued to sleep holding the quilt.
A certain poor man was so frightened by him that he couldn't sleep. Feng Zhiwei stared at him from top to bottom, seeing that he actually fell asleep again after throwing a stone to hit people, and she was furious. He reached out and pushed him, "Hey, hey, don't sleep, get up and explain clearly."
Master Gu opened his eyes, his eyes as clear as autumn water, "What?"
He has forgotten.
Feng Zhiwei looked at him helplessly, "Tell me thank you."
"Oh." Master Gu thought for a while, patted his heart, and said slowly, "When you were about to die, it was very sad here. Thank you for letting me understand what sad means."
Thank you for letting me know what it means to be sad.
Feng Zhiwei looked deeply at the man who held her heart tightly and thanked her seriously for "knowing how to be sad", and slowly bit her lower lip. For a long time, her eye circles gradually became covered with a light red color.
The moonlight in the house was pale and flickering, floating slowly like mist. Gu Nanyi was sunk in half of the moon's shadow, looking peaceful and peaceful. Only Feng Zhiwei knew that his tranquility was not the kind of warmth and beauty that people in the world have. He has been living in an indifferent and noisy world, living in an eternal icehouse.
There is a kind of person in this world who sinks in the depths of icy water and has a blank life. The simplest happiness and the most turbulent pain in the world are as indifferent to them as a world away.
Only those who grew up alone in such a cold world can understand the weight of this somewhat absurd and desolate sentence.
Feng Zhiwei looked at him and felt a dull pain in her heart - they had known each other for so long, she knocked on his door, but she was the first to teach him sadness and pain.
"No." For a long time, Feng Zhiwei gently leaned down and lay on the edge of the bed. She murmured like an oath to the man who was motionless and as calm as a jade sculpture in the moonlight: "Don't let you only know how to be sad. No, it's more than that."
"I want you to get out of the cage that has trapped you. I want you to see that this world is more than just the three-foot-three-inch land in front of you. I want you not to always be the trapper. Every bowl of meat must have eight pieces. I want you to learn to look at me squarely, I want you to know how to cry, how to laugh, how to care and argue, and how to love."
After resting for a while, but before she recovered, Feng Zhiwei threw herself into a new round of busy work. The war in southern Fujian had begun, and Ning Yi had already rushed to the front. She could no longer just lie around and spend her days leisurely. Although Ning Yi helped her The foundation for all matters in the South China Sea has been laid, but many details must be handled by her personally.
That night she still talked to Gu Nanyi about asking the famous doctor to treat Ning Yi's eyes, but Gu Nanyi didn't answer in silence, and finally said, "I can't order him."
This sentence made Feng Zhiwei's heart move - what does this mean? It sounds like the two of them are in the same organization and have equal status, so Gu Nanyi can't give orders?
"Let me see him, I'll tell him." Feng Zhiwei felt that if she met this person, many of the mysteries in her heart might be solved.
Unexpectedly, Master Gu refused directly and said: "After you are done, he will rush back to the Imperial Capital. There may be something wrong there."
Feng Zhiwei had no choice but to put this matter aside. If he wanted to untie the bell, he still needed the person who tied the bell. It would be great if he could find the group of people who put the poison in the first place, but most of those people were in southern Fujian. It's better to hope that Ning Yi will find it on his own.
She rushes non-stop between the Affairs Department and the government every day. First, she deals with the food robbery incident that day. She was seriously ill when Ning Yi was there, and Zhou Xizhong was full of evil spirits. Now he can catch her and spend the whole day Taotao said he wanted to give an explanation and just opened a warehouse without permission. Five grain guards at Pingye Granary were chopped down in two and a half! At least leave a gatekeeper!