The Starry Sky, The Starry Sea: Chapter 19 This is our choice

Chapter19 This is our choice

If our hug can only be separated by thorns, then I am willing to hug him harder and harder! Even if the thorns pierced my skin and pierced my heart, as long as I can get closer to him, closer!

Chapter19 This is our choice

When I regained consciousness and opened my eyes again, I found myself in a laboratory, or an operating room.

If our hug can only be separated by thorns, then I am willing to hug him harder and harder! Even if the thorns pierced my skin and pierced my heart, as long as I can get closer to him, closer!

I was wearing a white sleeveless long dress, lying flat on an operating bed, the shadowless lamp above my head was shining on me, and there were all kinds of knives and surgical instruments on the sterile table not far away. Doctor, you can begin to disembowel me.

When I regained consciousness and opened my eyes again, I found myself in a laboratory, or an operating room.

For a moment, I was confused and didn't understand why I was in the operating room. Am I sick? Immediately afterwards, I remembered the reason why Violet and I were unconscious.

I was terrified and wanted to jump off the operating bed immediately, but found that my body was weak and I couldn't exert any strength at all. I struggled for a while before I stumbled and rolled from the operating table to the ground.

I stared at the door representing the escape, and struggled to crawl towards the door.

For a moment, I was confused and didn't understand why I was in the operating room. Am I sick? Immediately afterwards, I remembered the reason why Violet and I were unconscious.

Suddenly, the door was opened, and Wu Jingjing walked in wearing a white coat.

When she saw that I was not on the operating table but on the ground, she was taken aback for a moment and hurried towards me.

I stared at the door representing the escape, and struggled to crawl towards the door.

I struggled back in horror.

Suddenly, the door was opened, and Wu Jingjing walked in wearing a white coat.

Wu Jingjing stopped in her tracks. She said anxiously, "I'm sorry! I thought you were still asleep, but I forgot that you have a mermaid spirit in your body. You can't look at it with a normal person's physique."

When she saw that I was not on the operating table but on the ground, she was taken aback for a moment and hurried towards me.

I have already retreated to the corner, and there is no retreat, but I slowly calmed down.

I struggled back in horror.

I looked up at Wu Jingjing and said sarcastically, "Sorry for what? Sorry, are you going to cut me open?"

Wu Jingjing's expression was very embarrassed, and she slowly squatted down on the ground, reducing the sense of condescension to me. She said: "Grandma did think so. When she sent me to the island, she said to me, 'That kind of magical love is too illusory, we must prepare for another course of action'. I'm seeing you In the first meeting, I didn't feel good, and I feel very sorry!"

I have already retreated to the corner, and there is no retreat, but I slowly calmed down.

I didn't expect her to be so frank. I stared blankly at her for a moment, and remembered the night I met Wu Jingjing for the first time.

I looked up at Wu Jingjing and said sarcastically, "Sorry for what? Sorry, are you going to cut me open?"

She pointed to the conch on the table and said, "Beside the king of heaven stands the queen, who looks like Ehuang Nvying and Shuangshu's companion, but do you know that the king of heaven, the red spiral, only eats the queen's phoenix conch?" I thought This comment on Conch was addressed to me, but I didn’t expect that she actually addressed Wu Julan. She was tactfully lobbying Wu Julan—on the food chain, it is normal for one creature to take the life of another.

No wonder Wu Julan said abnormally at the dinner table: "I officially declare that Shen Luo is my woman. From now on, if anyone has any bad intentions against her, I will severely punish them. Before taking any action, please, Think carefully about whether you can bear my anger." At that time, I only felt that Wu Julan's words were thunderous and embarrassing, but now I realize that every sentence of his has a deep meaning, he is not only warning Zhou Buwen and Zhou Buyan, but also Violet behind warning Wu Jingjing and Wu Jingjing.

I didn't expect her to be so frank. I stared blankly at her for a moment, and remembered the night I met Wu Jingjing for the first time.

Originally, I thought it was a warm and romantic dinner where old and new friends meet, there are six people at a table, except for Jiang Yisheng and me, the rest of the four people's thoughts are not at all on the dinner, and they don't feel the atmosphere is warm and romantic at all.

What a sarcasm!

I asked bitterly: "What do you want to do to me now?"

Wu Jingjing was silent for a moment, and said, "Grandma hopes that you can return the Mermaid Lingzhu to Regulus."

What a sarcasm!

I glanced at the scalpel on the sterile table and asked, "Are you confident that you can take back the Lingzhu by force?"

I asked bitterly: "What do you want to do to me now?"

"Thousands of years have passed since the story of "The Little Mermaid", and the knowledge and technology of witches have made great progress. However, we have never done this, it is only a theoretical confidence. Grandma The best solution you want, of course, is that you can agree to it willingly."

Wu Jingjing was silent for a moment, and said, "Grandma hopes that you can return the Mermaid Lingzhu to Regulus."

It seems that their plan is that it is best for me to agree. If I don't agree, they don't mind forcibly cutting my body open. I said, "Does Wu Julan know what you're doing?"

I glanced at the scalpel on the sterile table and asked, "Are you confident that you can take back the Lingzhu by force?"

Wu Jingjing did not answer my question directly, but instead asked: "What do you think?"

I sat on the ground with my back against the wall, silent without saying a word.

It seems that their plan is that it is best for me to agree. If I don't agree, they don't mind forcibly cutting my body open. I said, "Does Wu Julan know what you're doing?"

Wu Julan definitely knew what Wu Jingjing and the others were planning, but from the very beginning, he warned Wu Jingjing sternly. He even brought me to New York specially, arranged a grand reception, knelt down to propose marriage in public, and held a rather formal engagement ceremony, probably to let Violet and the others recognize me and not mess around.

Wu Jingjing did not answer my question directly, but instead asked: "What do you think?"

I remembered what he said to Violet and the others: "Shen Luo is my chosen life partner. From today on, we share all the glory that life bestows, as well as all the suffering that life brings."

I sat on the ground with my back against the wall, silent without saying a word.

At that time, I was deeply touched by this sentence, but until today, I did not fully understand the significance behind this sentence.

I laughed with tears in my eyes.

I remembered what he said to Violet and the others: "Shen Luo is my chosen life partner. From today on, we share all the glory that life bestows, as well as all the suffering that life brings."

Seeing my expression, Wu Jingjing slightly twitched the corners of her mouth and said, "Fortunately, I dispelled grandma's thoughts early on and told her that she would never cheat you. This is the boss' wish."

At that time, I was deeply touched by this sentence, but until today, I did not fully understand the significance behind this sentence.

I asked: "Aren't you afraid that Wu Julan will get angry when you treat me like this?"

I laughed with tears in my eyes.

Wu Jingjing stared at me with a complicated expression, "Scared! But...we have no choice!"

I said: "Where is Wu Julan now? Jiang Yisheng's inspection results should have come out!"

I asked: "Aren't you afraid that Wu Julan will get angry when you treat me like this?"

Wu Jingjing stood up without saying a word.

Wu Jingjing stared at me with a complicated expression, "Scared! But...we have no choice!"

She walked to the operating table, pressed a button, and the shutters slowly rose, and I realized that the entire wall was made of glass.

I said: "Where is Wu Julan now? Jiang Yisheng's inspection results should have come out!"

I'm a little baffled, I don't know why she opened the curtains, staring impatiently at Wu Jingjing standing in front of the glass wall. However, when the blinds were halfway up, I dimly saw the tail of a fish with a magnificent blue color like Kashmir sapphire, swaying gently in the water waves.

Wu Jingjing stood up without saying a word.

Wu Julan!

She walked to the operating table, pressed a button, and the shutters slowly rose, and I realized that the entire wall was made of glass.

I never thought that I would see his mermaid form in a house on land, and I almost screamed out, and immediately used my hands and feet to quickly climb to the glass wall.

The whole room is a rectangular container, with three walls made of solid metal and the wall facing us made of glass, much like the huge fish tanks in the marine life museum where sharks are kept.

Wu Julan!

The "fish tank" is about four meters high, and there is three meters deep sea water inside. Wu Julan's lower body was soaked in the water, her slender and huge blue fishtail rippling gently with the water waves like a beautiful blue satin. His upper body was floating on the water, his head was drooping weakly, and he was obviously in a coma. The blue-black hair fluttered down, half covering his face, making it impossible to see his face clearly.

I never thought that I would see his mermaid form in a house on land, and I almost screamed out, and immediately used my hands and feet to quickly climb to the glass wall.

His arms were wrapped with iron chains, and his arms were forced to open, like the suffering gods in ancient Greek mythology, being pulled into a "cross". One end of eight thick iron chains was fixed to the upper and lower corners of the room, and the other end was tightly wound around his body, like a huge spider web, locking Wu Julan tightly.

The whole room is a rectangular container, with three walls made of solid metal and the wall facing us made of glass, much like the huge fish tanks in the marine life museum where sharks are kept.

How dare they treat Wu Julan like this? !

The anger spewed out like a volcanic eruption, and I stood up suddenly. I threw myself on Wu Jingjing, trying to strangle her to death.

Wu Jingjing didn't resist, and said hoarsely, "We... just follow the boss's order."

How dare they treat Wu Julan like this? !

I yelled angrily: "Wu Julan will order you to treat him like this? No matter how you treat me, I can understand. After all, you are doing it for Wu Julan's good! But if you dare to hurt him, I will drag you even if I die Die together!"

The anger spewed out like a volcanic eruption, and I stood up suddenly. I threw myself on Wu Jingjing, trying to strangle her to death.

Wu Jingjing's eyes were full of tears, "Jiang Yisheng is like his father, and the probability of hereditary psychosis is 89%."

Wu Jingjing didn't resist, and said hoarsely, "We... just follow the boss's order."

I was stunned, 89%? This probability simply means that Jiang Yisheng will definitely become a lunatic! Wu Jingjing's tears rolled down her cheeks, she said: "The boss had to restore Jiang Yisheng's mermaid form in order to treat Jiang Yisheng's illness. After the boss's treatment, Jiang Yisheng's current incidence rate can be controlled below 6%."

On the one hand, I was happy for Jiang Yisheng, on the other hand I was even more angry, and asked sarcastically: "Is this your way of repaying? Or, it was your plan from the beginning, you used Jiang Yisheng's illness to lure Wu Julan into your house A trap? Jiang Yisheng is just your bait?"

Wu Jingjing's eyes were full of tears, "Jiang Yisheng is like his father, and the probability of hereditary psychosis is 89%."

Wu Jingjing stared into my eyes and said word by word: "Shen Luo, I love Jiang Yisheng, just like you love the boss! We really are the boss's order to do this!"

I believed what she said, and slowly let go of the hand that was pinching her neck.

I lay down on the glass wall, staring at Wu Julan intently.

Wu Jingjing stared into my eyes and said word by word: "Shen Luo, I love Jiang Yisheng, just like you love the boss! We really are the boss's order to do this!"

There are no lights on inside, the only light source is the light on our side. Through the glass wall, Wu Julan was faintly illuminated. His skin was unusually fair, but the iron chains that wrapped around him were dark brown. In the rippling water, the light and shadow flickered, and those iron chains seemed to have turned into countless poisonous snakes, entangled and strangled him.

I believed what she said, and slowly let go of the hand that was pinching her neck.

I heard my own voice sound lightly: "What's going on? Why did he treat me like this?"

I lay down on the glass wall, staring at Wu Julan intently.

Wu Jingjing said: "The boss overused his mental power in order to treat Jiang Yisheng's illness. Just like a person who overuses his muscles will inevitably suffer from muscle strain and strain, the boss is now enduring the excessive use of mental power. The pain. However, this pain is far stronger than we imagined. The boss is afraid that he will destroy the laboratory if he loses control, so let us lock him with the hardest titanium alloy chain."

I muttered to myself: "Excessive use of mental power?" Wu Julan must have struggled fiercely before, the parts of his body covered with scales were better, but the front half of his body without scales was almost torn to pieces by the chains.

I heard my own voice sound lightly: "What's going on? Why did he treat me like this?"

Violet's voice sounded behind me: "The mermaid's spiritual power is closely related to his spirit orb. It should be difficult for a mermaid who has lost his soul orb to use his spiritual power. I never thought that Regulus could still use the mermaid's singing voice. Even With the help of the full moon, he should have endured great pain that night to complete this thing that was already beyond his ability. In fact, with the power of Regulus, he could kill everyone directly and never die. Future troubles. However, just because you are a human being, he doesn’t want you to be mentally burdened, so he would rather bear the horrible pain by himself. Just like now, just because Jiang Yisheng is someone you care about, Regulus will save him at all costs. "

I looked at Wu Julan, who was heavily chained and bruised all over, tears welled up in my eyes, I couldn't help but slapped the glass wall, and cursed in a low voice: "What a fool!"

Violet said: "In our eyes, Regulus is still very strong, but in fact, as the most powerful race among mermaids, he is already very weak. Xiao Luo, you are willing to put the mermaid spirit in your body Return the beads to Regulus?"

I slowly turned around, leaning against the glass wall, looking at Violet.

I looked at Wu Julan, who was heavily chained and bruised all over, tears welled up in my eyes, I couldn't help but slapped the glass wall, and cursed in a low voice: "What a fool!"

Violet said: "Anything you want to do but haven't done, we can do it for you! Your relatives are only father and mother, but your father and your mother already have their own happy families. Even if there is no Without you, their lives will not be affected in any way! In this world, you have nothing to worry about, you can leave peacefully! I promise you will not feel any pain, just like sleeping, you will sink into a peaceful and warm dream In..."

"Grandma!" Wu Jingjing couldn't bear it, and interrupted Violet's words.

I slowly turned around, leaning against the glass wall, looking at Violet.

Violet ignored Wu Jingjing at all, but stared at me sharply, and said softly: "Don't you love Regulus? Now is the moment when Regulus needs you to dedicate all your love!"

The three words "I am willing" linger on the tip of my tongue, not because of Violet's witch-like lobbying, but because I am really willing. When I'm by the lake, clearing my mind, turning around and walking back to the apartment, I've made up my mind.

"Grandma!" Wu Jingjing couldn't bear it, and interrupted Violet's words.

"I..."

Violet ignored Wu Jingjing at all, but stared at me sharply, and said softly: "Don't you love Regulus? Now is the moment when Regulus needs you to dedicate all your love!"

Suddenly, I felt a shock coming from my back, and I turned my head immediately, and saw Wu Julan's long and huge blue fish tail beating up and down, making waves on the water surface. His body struggled violently, and the veins in his arms, which were held in the air by the chains, bulged, and even the sharp nails hidden in his fingers were exposed. The eight thick iron chains were pulled and trembled, and the whole room shook a little. He was like an angry beast, as if he was about to break free from his chains and pounce on him.

I slapped the glass wall anxiously and shouted loudly: "Wu Julan, Wu Julan..."

"I..."

While skillfully operating the instrument, Wu Jingjing comforted me and said, "It's just another round of pain, and it will pass after a while."

I lay down on the glass wall, looking at Wu Julan nervously and worriedly, but I was helpless to deal with his pain.

I slapped the glass wall anxiously and shouted loudly: "Wu Julan, Wu Julan..."

Violet stood beside me and said hurriedly: "Regulus should wake up soon. If you want to save him, you must make a decision as soon as possible! As long as you say 'yes', Regulus will no longer have to endure the painful torture When he wakes up again, he will regain all his strength. If he wants to live in the ocean, he can live in the ocean; if he wants to live on land, he can live on land. Don't you want Regulus to continue to live freely Is it?"

While skillfully operating the instrument, Wu Jingjing comforted me and said, "It's just another round of pain, and it will pass after a while."

How could you not want to? I am willing to exchange everything I have for his happiness!

I lay down on the glass wall, looking at Wu Julan nervously and worriedly, but I was helpless to deal with his pain.

However, he must also think so...

I stared at Wu Julan who was bound by iron chains, and said to Violet: "You said 'love is the most magical witchcraft in the world, it can make the selfish selfless, the coward brave, the greedy kind, and the cunning Stupid'."

How could you not want to? I am willing to exchange everything I have for his happiness!

"I said so!"

However, he must also think so...

"You are only right about one side of love. Love has another side. It will make the selfless selfish, the brave cowardly, the kind greedy, and the dull cunning."

Violet stared at me as if he couldn't believe it, "What did you say?"

"I said so!"

I said: "When facing the person you love deeply, no matter how kind and selfless the person is, they will become greedy and selfish, unwilling to share, just want to monopolize, and greedily want him to be good to you alone, it is best It can be better, better, the more the better; no matter how brave and stupid people are, they will become cowardly and cunning, because they have concerns and worries, and they will cowardly endure everything that could not be endured for the sake of their lover, Will become suspicious and suspicious in love."

"You are only right about one side of love. Love has another side. It will make the selfless selfish, the brave cowardly, the kind greedy, and the dull cunning."

Violet asked impatiently: "What do you want to say?"

Violet stared at me as if he couldn't believe it, "What did you say?"

"I want to say that your understanding of love is too self-righteous! Even if it is a desperate sacrifice, you have to ask the other party if he is willing to accept it! Otherwise, maybe what you give is not happiness, but regret!"

Violet glared at me viciously.

I also stared at her fiercely, "Either you force me to submit now, or let me wait for Wu Julan to wake up! Even if I want to leave, I have to say goodbye to Wu Julan and make sure he accepts me I will continue to live a good life, because I miss him and worry about him, I can't just leave him without a sound, this is my selfishness and cowardice!"

Violet asked impatiently: "What do you want to say?"

Violet stared at me for a while, her eyes gradually filled with tears. Suddenly, she bent down and bowed deeply to me, "We never dare to violate Regulus' choice, please forgive me for everything I have done!" After she finished speaking, she turned around immediately and walked away quickly.

I looked at Wu Jingjing in surprise. Violet gave up on disembowelling me? Let me go so easily?

Violet glared at me viciously.

Wu Jingjing smiled with tears in her eyes and said: "The boss has warned us repeatedly, and even warned grandma once before treating Jiang Yisheng. You are the life partner chosen by the boss, and grandma will never dare Really hurt you, she just induces you to issue orders yourself, and she is the executor of orders."

My legs went limp, and I fell to my knees along the glass wall.

Inside the glass wall, Wu Julan also calmed down.

I looked at Wu Jingjing in surprise. Violet gave up on disembowelling me? Let me go so easily?

I pressed my face against the glass wall, staring at him obsessively.

His arms were dragged in the air by the iron chains, his body leaned forward, his head was drooping weakly, he looked very peaceful and peaceful, without any violent look just now.

My legs went limp, and I fell to my knees along the glass wall.

Wu Jingjing looked at the various data on the instrument and said, "The boss should be waking up soon."

Inside the glass wall, Wu Julan also calmed down.

I said: "Can I go in? I want to go in and be with him!"

I pressed my face against the glass wall, staring at him obsessively.

Wu Jingjing hesitated for a moment and agreed to my request.

His arms were dragged in the air by the iron chains, his body leaned forward, his head was drooping weakly, he looked very peaceful and peaceful, without any violent look just now.

I swam into the "big fish tank" through the water injection pipe.

Wu Jingjing looked at the various data on the instrument and said, "The boss should be waking up soon."

When he swam closer, the wound on Wu Julan's body could be seen more clearly, it was very hideous and frightening. Although I know that he has a unique physique, the speed of wound recovery can be said to be against the sky. However, I still feel very heartbroken, wishing I could slap him awake and ask him why he couldn't think of another way.

I said: "Can I go in? I want to go in and be with him!"

I took out the potion that Wu Jingjing prepared for me, and sprinkled it on his wound little by little.

Wu Jingjing hesitated for a moment and agreed to my request.

While I wanted to keep myself afloat, I had to pay attention to avoid Wu Julan's body, lest I accidentally pull the chain and strangle him even more painfully.

I swam into the "big fish tank" through the water injection pipe.

However, this is after all in the water, and the simple action of applying the medicine became more and more strenuous, and my body sank uncontrollably little by little.

I took out the potion that Wu Jingjing prepared for me, and sprinkled it on his wound little by little.

Suddenly, I felt my body lighten, and I stood firmly in the water as if I was standing on land.

This feeling is very familiar, I looked down, and it really was Wu Julan's fishtail. The flatly spread tail fin is like a huge powerful palm, supporting my feet and lifting me up.

While I wanted to keep myself afloat, I had to pay attention to avoid Wu Julan's body, lest I accidentally pull the chain and strangle him even more painfully.

Wu Julan woke up? !

However, this is after all in the water, and the simple action of applying the medicine became more and more strenuous, and my body sank uncontrollably little by little.

I immediately looked towards him, and he slowly raised his head and slowly opened his eyes.

Suddenly, I felt my body lighten, and I stood firmly in the water as if I was standing on land.

When most people wake up from a coma, they are always confused for a moment, but Wu Julan's eyes are clear and his expression is firm, as if he has never been in a coma. However, his blue eyes showed panic and fear, staring at me eagerly, as if I would disappear at any time.

This feeling is very familiar, I looked down, and it really was Wu Julan's fishtail. The flatly spread tail fin is like a huge powerful palm, supporting my feet and lifting me up.

I was worried that he would be strangled by the chain again, so I frowned and said, "Let me go!"

Wu Julan woke up? !

But he swung his fishtail and directly wrapped me around, while grabbing the iron chain with both hands, trying to get me closer to him. Fortunately, Wu Jingliang untied the chains in time with understanding, and only heard a few crisp sounds of "click, click", and all eight iron chains were loosened.

I immediately looked towards him, and he slowly raised his head and slowly opened his eyes.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and hurriedly wanted to help him untie the iron chains wrapped around his body, but he ignored the iron chains on his body, and as soon as his hands were free, he put his arm around mine. Back, pressed my head with one hand, and kissed me hard.

I struggled a few times subconsciously, he forcefully pried open my lips brutally, rushed straight into my mouth, licked and entangled my tongue with his rough tongue, I was caught by him He was so dizzy from the kiss that he forgot everything and limply in his arms.

I was worried that he would be strangled by the chain again, so I frowned and said, "Let me go!"

He let me go when he kissed me until I was almost breathless, but he was still a little manic, and kept kissing my ears and neck.

I leaned on his shoulder and said out of breath: "You misunderstood me, I just said 'let me go', because I was worried that you would hurt yourself because of me!"

Wu Julan finally calmed down, staring at me without blinking.

I raised my head and looked at him, but he immediately avoided my gaze, as if the person who pressed me tightly in his arms and kissed me impatiently just now was not him at all.

He let me go when he kissed me until I was almost breathless, but he was still a little manic, and kept kissing my ears and neck.

Wu Julan lowered his head, freed one hand to untie the chain on his body, pulled it almost roughly, and didn't care about his wound at all.

I leaned on his shoulder and said out of breath: "You misunderstood me, I just said 'let me go', because I was worried that you would hurt yourself because of me!"

But, I care! I grabbed his hand, "Don't move, I'll do it!"

Wu Julan finally calmed down, staring at me without blinking.

He supported me and floated quietly in the water.

I raised my head and looked at him, but he immediately avoided my gaze, as if the person who pressed me tightly in his arms and kissed me impatiently just now was not him at all.

I carefully helped him untie the chain. Occasionally, when I was weak, he would give me a hand and help me share most of the weight.

Wu Julan lowered his head, freed one hand to untie the chain on his body, pulled it almost roughly, and didn't care about his wound at all.

I didn't raise my head to look at him until I undid all the chains on him.

But, I care! I grabbed his hand, "Don't move, I'll do it!"

This time, he didn't avoid me. The four eyes met, and there were too many emotions in the eyes of the two of them, and they fell into a strange silence. I wanted to say something, but I didn't know where to start, and he probably couldn't speak yet.

He supported me and floated quietly in the water.

In this closed and dark space, the whole world has shrunk down to just me and him, and the changes in the human world, the ebb and flow of the tides, seem to belong to another world far away.

I carefully helped him untie the chain. Occasionally, when I was weak, he would give me a hand and help me share most of the weight.

I stroked his face lightly and brushed all his wet hair back.

I didn't raise my head to look at him until I undid all the chains on him.

I caressed his eyes, and the stars flowed slowly in his eyes; I stroked his nose, and the morning breeze blew slowly through his nostrils; I stroked his lips, and he opened his mouth, Bite me tenderly with sharp teeth!

If you can, just like this, hide in your arms, bite in your mouth, don't let go!

In this closed and dark space, the whole world has shrunk down to just me and him, and the changes in the human world, the ebb and flow of the tides, seem to belong to another world far away.

Never let go...

I stroked his face lightly and brushed all his wet hair back.

I hooked his neck and whispered with tears in my eyes, "Hold tighter."

He wrapped his entire fishtail around me, wrapping his arms around my back. Like a silkworm baby wrapped in a cocoon, I was held tightly in his arms.

If you can, just like this, hide in your arms, bite in your mouth, don't let go!

I said: "Tighter!"

Never let go...

He strangled me more and more, causing pain all over my body, but we still wanted to push harder, wishing to embed ourselves directly into each other's body.

I hooked his neck and whispered with tears in my eyes, "Hold tighter."

I closed my eyes, wanting to hug him like this until time turns to ashes and the world turns into nothingness.

He wrapped his entire fishtail around me, wrapping his arms around my back. Like a silkworm baby wrapped in a cocoon, I was held tightly in his arms.

After a long time, Wu Julan's voice suddenly sounded.

I said: "Tighter!"

"Snail?"

He strangled me more and more, causing pain all over my body, but we still wanted to push harder, wishing to embed ourselves directly into each other's body.

I moved slightly to show that I heard it.

I closed my eyes, wanting to hug him like this until time turns to ashes and the world turns into nothingness.

He asked, "Did Violet tell you everything?"

After a long time, Wu Julan's voice suddenly sounded.

I nod my head.

"Snail?"

He said: "When I was in a coma just now, I faintly heard what Violet asked you. I'm very happy that you didn't promise her!"

I moved slightly to show that I heard it.

No wonder he struggled so desperately just now, it was not just because of the pain.

He asked, "Did Violet tell you everything?"

He said: "Even if Violet doesn't tell you, I will tell you everything. I just want you to have some more carefree time, so I keep procrastinating. I know you have a lot of questions right now. Ask me, I will explain to you one by one."

I nod my head.

I raised my head, stared at him and asked, "Do you love me?"

He said: "When I was in a coma just now, I faintly heard what Violet asked you. I'm very happy that you didn't promise her!"

He said without hesitation: "Love!"

No wonder he struggled so desperately just now, it was not just because of the pain.

I smiled and snuggled into his arms again.

He was stunned, and asked hesitantly: "You...do you have any other questions?"

I raised my head, stared at him and asked, "Do you love me?"

I shook my head.

He said without hesitation: "Love!"

He said: "Aren't you angry?"

I smiled and snuggled into his arms again.

I shook my head.

He was stunned, and asked hesitantly: "You...do you have any other questions?"

In the early morning when we first met, the first time he saw me, his purpose was not pure, and he even had murderous thoughts. However, it doesn't matter how things started, what matters is the process and results. I clearly felt his love, and I knew my love for him. I don't want to waste our time entangled with the beginning, especially, our time may be very limited... I called softly: "Wu Julan!"

I shook my head.

He responded gently: "Huh?"

He said: "Aren't you angry?"

"I am willing to give you my everything, including my life."

I shook my head.

Wu Julan smiled and said: "I know! I always...know!"

"Have you made your choice yet?"

He responded gently: "Huh?"

"Yeah!"

"I am willing to give you my everything, including my life."

"You..." My tongue was trembling, and I tried my best to make my voice sound normal, "You really can't... watch me grow old and ugly?"

Wu Julan smiled and said: "I know! I always...know!"

"Sorry!"

"Have you made your choice yet?"

"Heh... that's good too! You can only remember my most beautiful appearance!"

"Yeah!"

I smiled with trembling muscles, trying to lift the weight lightly and not add to the already heavy sadness.

"You..." My tongue was trembling, and I tried my best to make my voice sound normal, "You really can't... watch me grow old and ugly?"

However, tears welled up in his eyes involuntarily.

"Sorry!"

It turned out that he was sitting by my bed, staring at my sick sleeping face, the three sketches that he carefully drew stroke by stroke were not so delicate and lifelike because he wanted to hurt me. It's because that's the desire deep in his heart that he most desires to be fulfilled.

"Heh... that's good too! You can only remember my most beautiful appearance!"

Thousands of years of life, but I can no longer have a few decades to take care of me getting old and weak.

I smiled with trembling muscles, trying to lift the weight lightly and not add to the already heavy sadness.

I tried hard to restrain myself, not wanting to cry in front of him, but I couldn't restrain myself no matter what. Tears flowed down my cheeks, falling one by one like broken pearls, and fell on his neck.

However, tears welled up in his eyes involuntarily.

Wu Julan quietly hugged me who was crying silently.

From the day I knew his identity, I have been struggling with how my short life should accompany his long life. I always thought that it was because of this reason that he rejected me again and again, but now I understand that there are other reasons for his cruel rejection again and again.

Thousands of years of life, but I can no longer have a few decades to take care of me getting old and weak.

It's not that my life is limited, but that he chose to make his life limited!

How could he be so cruel to himself?

Wu Julan quietly hugged me who was crying silently.

If my skin was a little thinner and my actions a little hesitant, would he disappear forever like the Little Mermaid without explaining anything?

But, the prince doesn't love mermaids, but I love him!

It's not that my life is limited, but that he chose to make his life limited!

How could he make me feel ignorant even after my heart was broken, and I didn't even know what I had lost.

How could he be so cruel to himself?

How could he be so cruel to me?

If my skin was a little thinner and my actions a little hesitant, would he disappear forever like the Little Mermaid without explaining anything?

All kinds of complex emotions are intertwined, like a spider's web, tightly entwined into my heart, strangled me, and made me feel so painful that I was about to faint.

But, the prince doesn't love mermaids, but I love him!

I opened my mouth suddenly and bit his shoulder hard.

How could he make me feel ignorant even after my heart was broken, and I didn't even know what I had lost.

Wu Julan stood motionless in the water, neither dodging nor defending, allowing me to bite into his flesh heavily, and gently stroking my back with one hand to soothe my pain.

How could he be so cruel to me?

My mouth was full of blood, and I watched the deep red spread from his shoulders down little by little, dyeing the water surface into carmine.

All kinds of complex emotions are intertwined, like a spider's web, tightly entwined into my heart, strangled me, and made me feel so painful that I was about to faint.

My tears rolled down violently, and I lay on his shoulder, crying bitterly.

I opened my mouth suddenly and bit his shoulder hard.

I really understand now, that starry night, his three questions.

Wu Julan stood motionless in the water, neither dodging nor defending, allowing me to bite into his flesh heavily, and gently stroking my back with one hand to soothe my pain.

"This is your choice?"

My mouth was full of blood, and I watched the deep red spread from his shoulders down little by little, dyeing the water surface into carmine.

"Even if it will bring you pain?"

My tears rolled down violently, and I lay on his shoulder, crying bitterly.

"Even if it will bring me pain?"

I really understand now, that starry night, his three questions.

He questioned not only me, but also himself. The life and death he forced me to think about did not mean that I left him, but that he left me.

"This is your choice?"

Wu Julan caressed my back and said, "I know very well that the one who gives needs courage, and the one who accepts needs courage even more! I'm sorry!"

"Even if it will bring you pain?"

I cried and shook my head, I don't need to be sorry, and I am not sorry!

"Even if it will bring me pain?"

One cold, pebble-like thing after another fell on my cheeks and neck. At first, I didn't pay attention until a few rolled down my cheeks and fell to his neck.

He questioned not only me, but also himself. The life and death he forced me to think about did not mean that I left him, but that he left me.

Is it... pearls?

Wu Julan caressed my back and said, "I know very well that the one who gives needs courage, and the one who accepts needs courage even more! I'm sorry!"

I raised my head in surprise, and saw a white pearl oozing out from his eyes, sliding down slowly along his cheeks, glistening like a falling star, slowly Disappeared in the sky. His originally clear and beautiful blue gem-like eyes gradually turned black like thick ink, and the pupils could not be seen at all, just like the dark sky where all the stars had been destroyed. There was no light, only sadness remained.

I cried and shook my head, I don't need to be sorry, and I am not sorry!

I reached out and touched his eyes in a panic, trying to stop his tears. While trying to smile, I said incoherently: "Don't be sad! Don't be sad... You know, I have a thick skin, thicker than a turtle shell, and I'm not afraid of anything! I'm really not afraid of anything! Don't worry about me, You see you hit me so hard, I can be resurrected with full blood in a blink of an eye, I am a weird little monster who resists blows... I just cried just to vent, and I will be fine after venting! I am strong, really strong Can I catch you, an old monster, if I am not strong? Don’t worry, I will be fine, I will be fine, and I will live a better life than when you were here..."

One cold, pebble-like thing after another fell on my cheeks and neck. At first, I didn't pay attention until a few rolled down my cheeks and fell to his neck.

The more I talk, the faster the pearls roll down one after another. My tears fell again unknowingly.

Is it... pearls?

I closed my mouth, silently and tenderly kissed Wu Julan's lips.

Wu Julan said: "I'm sorry!"

I smiled and shook my head, sorry for what?

The more I talk, the faster the pearls roll down one after another. My tears fell again unknowingly.

Sorry did you choose to love me? Sorry did you choose to let me live?

I closed my mouth, silently and tenderly kissed Wu Julan's lips.

If it's your choice, it's my choice.

Wu Julan said: "I'm sorry!"

Looking at the pearls falling on us one by one, with tears in my eyes, I smiled and said: "This is my choice! Even if it will bring me pain, even if it will bring pain to you!"

I smiled and shook my head, sorry for what?

Love is exactly the same as life, always flowers and thorns together. If my love is a flower, I am willing to embrace its beauty and fragrance; if my love is a thorn, I will not hesitate to embrace its sharp pain.

Sorry did you choose to love me? Sorry did you choose to let me live?

Because, when I embraced flowers, it was Wu Julan who planted the beautiful fragrance for me with his sweetness and smile; when I embraced thorns, his entire chest was already covered with thorns watered with his own blood.

If it's your choice, it's my choice.

If our hug can only be separated by thorns, then I am willing to hug him harder and harder! Even if the thorns pierced my skin and pierced my heart, as long as I can get closer to him, closer!

Looking at the pearls falling on us one by one, with tears in my eyes, I smiled and said: "This is my choice! Even if it will bring me pain, even if it will bring you pain!"

Because, when I hugged flowers, it was Wu Julan who planted the beautiful fragrance for me with his sweetness and smile; when I hugged thorns, his entire chest was already covered with thorns watered with his own blood.

If our hug can only be separated by thorns, then I am willing to hug him harder and harder! Even if the thorns pierced my skin and pierced my heart, as long as I can get closer to him, closer!

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