The Villains All Fell in Love with Me After Rebirth: Doubt

Ji Ling looked at Ning Yu in a daze.

The handsome face of the young man looked a bit dim in the dim light, except for those black eyes, which were filled with gentleness.

Ji Ling's face suddenly turned red, mo, why did you tell me your secret for no apparent reason, we haven't gotten to know each other well enough, what do you tell me about your secret?

Ji Ling's heart was beating non-stop, he suddenly turned his head and continued watching the movie, just pretending that he didn't hear anything just now.

Ning Yu saw him stunned for a moment, then turned her head to avoid herself, remained silent for a moment, and continued to watch the movie as if nothing had happened.

But... are you really ignorant of our existence? Are you unaware of my expression? Or are you actually aware of it, but don't want to admit it?

Whatever it is...

Ning Yu closed her eyes to hide the disappointment in her eyes, and then let out a helpless chuckle, you really haven't changed at all...

You're still not ready.

Ji Ling stared at the movie screen intently, seemingly very focused, but in fact his attention was always on the young man beside him. He was nervous, curious and complicated, but he tried his best not to look back, not daring to look at him.

He was very contradictory, but he didn't know what he was contradicting.

What does he want to know? Still don't want to know? Or are you afraid to know?

Ji Ling doesn't understand.

He didn't even understand what he was struggling with, and he didn't understand why he couldn't reject Mr. Fu as quickly as he had rejected Mr. Fu before.

When the movie ended, it was already very late, Ji Ling did not refuse Ning Yu to take him home, and not long after, the car stopped downstairs again at his house.

The cool breeze seems to have calmed down some of the ambiguous atmosphere, adding a little indifference.

Ji Ling suddenly remembered the first time they met in Ning Kehan's villa. At that time, he heard Ning Yue's name as Ning Yu and was shocked. That night, Ning Yue also drove him off personally. go home.

What did you think then?

Ji Ling looked back at the other party, turned his eyes uncomfortably, and said in a low voice, "Thank you today."

Looking at the young man's handsome face and shy appearance, Ning Yu smiled softly: "I should be the one thanking you, thank you for giving me a chance."

Ji Ling blushed again, he really didn't know what to say, so he turned his head and left.

When he got home, his parents had already rested. He quietly went back to the room alone, and was about to wash up. Suddenly, his cell phone rang, and a message from Ning Yue came in: I am very tired tonight. Happy, and... good night.

Ji Ling could not help but walk to the window, looked out through the gap in the curtain, and found that Ning Yue's car was still parked outside.

Some kind of strong, hard to ignore premonition emerged from the bottom of his heart again.

A secret you want to tell me? what exactly is it?

Why do you want to like me?

Ji Ling rested his fingers on the phone, and almost wanted to ask this question, but he hesitated for a long time, and finally only replied with two words: good night.

Sitting in the car, Ning Yu raised his head slightly, and he could see the boy's home.

There was a thin body in the window, illuminated by the light - a projection fell on the window, and disappeared after a while, and received a reply from the other party on the phone.

Looking at those two simple words, Ning Yu slowly revealed a smile.

He is really a soft-hearted and kind child. In fact, I want to tell you that I am really happy. You can show your own appearance and do what you want to do without any constraints. Play anyone, do anything against your will.

I now understand that you were helpless at that time, and I was more like a fool who didn't know how to advance or retreat...

Fortunately, you are back.

And you didn't lie to me in the end.

This is the happiest thing I have learned after traveling to every corner of the world for countless years.

Since you don't want to stay in my world, then I will come to your world.

This is also very good.

……………

Ji Ling returned to school again and devoted himself to a full and busy study life.

Ning Yue didn't chase after him fiercely, he just sent him some messages from time to time, and occasionally said good night to him at night, and when he ate delicious food outside, he would take pictures and send them to him, saying that if you like it, you can download it. This time I will take you there... Even - the frequency of sending messages is not high, Ji Ling sometimes forgets to reply when he is busy, and Ning Yue will not ask anything, let alone call often.

It made him feel at ease, as if we were really just friends.

If Ning Yue hadn't taken the initiative to say that he liked him, and always reminded him of Ning Yu... I'm afraid Ji Ling would have forgotten that this person was pursuing him.

Ji Ling got out of class a little late that day, so he hurried to the cafeteria, and there was already a long queue in the cafeteria. Wang Yixin and others looked for a seat and arranged for Ji Ling to queue up. He ran into Wen Yan again in the cafeteria.

Senior Yu Wenyan looked as handsome and gentle as ever. He looked at Ji Ling, his phoenix eyes slightly curved, and smiled: "You are back."

Ji Ling also laughed, and then remembered that Yu Wenyan's school invited him to discuss the original painting of the game before, but he ran away because of embarrassment, and did not take the initiative to contact the other party after he came back, which made him a little dissatisfied Sorry... Besides, senior Yu Wenyan is the only one besides Ning Kehan ​​who knows that he is being pursued by a man, so he doesn't know what he will think of him.

This made Ji Ling a little uneasy.

Wen Yan looked at Ji Ling with dim eyes. He had been paying attention to Ji Ling's movements. Doing... will be hated, right?

Adolescents may not be ready to accept themselves into this world at all.

That's right, Wen Yan also discovered that novel.

After reading the novel, I realized that I was just a character in a book, but Ji Ling should not be. The many differences he performed in that world, and all the behaviors he did that did not match the characters in the original book, all belonged to him. It shows that he is actually a person of this world... This seems to be able to explain why he can be so calm in this world, and the him in this world is more like his original appearance, and the look in his eyes is brighter and more dazzling.

Because this is his real world.

is his home.

So you already know what kind of person I am, know how despicable and dirty I am, and how I betrayed and hurt you... But you don't mind these, and you don't despise my existence...

Never despised me, hated me... You tried to live in peace with me, but I let you down, and I did not hesitate to hurt you in order to get you.

But even so, you still protected me in the end.

The pain slowly pulled Wen Yan's heart...

You came from another world far away, gave me redemption, and let me understand what it means to be called-love a person, respect a person.

I am actually not qualified to expect your love.

How fortunate, I can also come to your world...

Meet you again.

"Senior Yu, when will you have time to talk about the game you talked about last time?" Ji Ling blinked. If you don't take it seriously, how disrespectful you are to others.

Wen Yan came back to his senses, looked at the boy's anxious and embarrassed eyes, felt his thoughtfulness, that warm and sunny smile, slowly nourished his cold heart, and penetrated along the ubiquitous wounds , let him gradually feel his own existence... You are still so gentle.

With a hoarse voice, he said, "Anytime."

Ji Ling said: "Then tonight, okay?"

Wen Yan nodded.

Ji Ling breathed a sigh of relief, smiled shyly, and just happened to meet him in line, so he hurriedly went to get some food.

The afternoon class is over soon.

After dinner, Ji Ling went to the library to find a secluded corner, and then sent a message to Senior Yu to tell him where he was.

Ten minutes later, Wen Yan came over with some materials in his hands.

Ji Ling stood up and waved to him with a smile.

Wen Yan showed a smile, sat down opposite him, and said softly, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

Ji Ling shook his head: "No, I just came here."

"Well... then let me introduce this game first. This game is set in the future of the apocalypse. The army composed of survivors will fight against zombies. Players can choose different characters to form a team..." Wen Yan lowered his eyes , took out his own materials, and explained slowly.

Ji Ling is very devoted to his work. He listens very carefully and raises his doubts from time to time.

Wen Yan talked for more than ten minutes, and finally said: "About the human design of these characters, you can draw them for me to see according to your understanding."

Ji Ling bit the tip of his pen and thought for a while, then said, "Wait."

In the introduction by Senior Yu just now, there was a staff officer in it, who was calm and calm before making moves, and liked to hide in the dark to attack the enemy. For some reason, he thought of Wen Yan, and felt that it really fit...

Although force is not the strongest among those few monsters, it is definitely enough to be insidious and cunning!

He picked up the pen and began to draw on the draft pad. Soon, a man with long silver hair tied behind his head and a soft and handsome face appeared on the paper. It was probably because he was too familiar with it that he could draw it with ease.

Ji Ling finished writing, looked up, and unexpectedly found that the man in front of him was staring at him, and there seemed to be dark emotions in his dark eyes that he couldn't understand, and he couldn't help but froze: "Senior Yu, what's wrong with you?" ?”

Wen Yan was not in a calm mood, and fixedly looked at Ji Ling.

You still remember my appearance so clearly, what can I expect, have you ever missed me?

It's a pity that I know clearly that you have always had nothing but pity for me.

But at least you haven't forgotten about me, have you?

His voice is low and hoarse: "You draw beautifully, this is—"

Ji Ling looked at Wen Yan, and then at his own drawing. He drew it just now when his brain got hot, but now that he thinks about it, he doesn't think it's appropriate.

□□Other people have the right to portrait!

He closed his sketchbook, paused and said, "Forget it, I don't think this drawing is good, I'd better draw it again, it's too late today, I'll email it to you when I finish it, Can you?"

Wen Yan's voice is a bit astringent: "I think the painting is very good..."

"Really?" Ji Ling didn't want to bring too much into the past of that world, and didn't want to confuse that world with reality. He has been troubled enough recently, so why bother himself? He smiled: "Let's talk about it next time."

Wen Yan saw the boy's perfunctory and avoidance, and couldn't utter the words hovering on the tip of his tongue.

He really wanted to reveal his identity, but he was afraid of frightening the young man, letting him know that he had come to his world, making him alienate and guard against himself, and unable to get along with him on an equal footing like now. He cherishes the present very much With such time and everything, he was reluctant to break the status quo, which made him very contradictory and painful.

Want to be closer to everything,

But I am afraid that I will lose everything now because of impulsiveness.

So Wen Yan could only nod his head and say, "Okay."

Ji Ling bid farewell to the senior, left the library and returned to his dormitory.

He slumped on the bed, closed his eyes, recalled the information given to him by Senior Yu, and thought about how to draw, but the faces of people in those worlds could not stop appearing in his mind, especially the protagonists and supporting roles. , all of them are unforgettable... Is it because they are so good-looking that I can't forget them?

Ji Ling knocked himself on the head hard, you are really enough!

……………

It was a coincidence that from that day on, Ji Ling ate in the cafeteria, and began to 'run into' senior Yu Wenyan often.

Wen Yan said that he is usually very busy, and he can discuss the game while eating. Ji Ling thinks it is good, but the seniors can't always take time to meet with him, can they? It seems normal to eat in the cafeteria and discuss work matters.

The only thing that makes Ji Ling feel a little embarrassed is that Senior Yu always prepares meals for him and waits for him in the cafeteria. If you openly come out, you might really like a man, so you have to be careful if you fall in love with him.

A few people said that they had no intentions, but Ji Ling listened with intentions. They felt even more uncomfortable when facing Senior Yu, but the other party had never behaved like this. ...

Besides, Ji Ling actually doesn't want people from that world to appear, he likes the peace now.

I don't want to be robbed anymore, and I don't want my life to be messed up.

And that's a paranoid with an abnormal mind. If he really came to this world, he doesn't know what he will be like... Has he learned to be a normal person?

A few days passed in the blink of an eye.

After class, Wang Yixin and others met to go out for dinner, and before leaving, they smiled at Ji Ling: "Go to the cafeteria, maybe Senior Yu is waiting for you."

Zheng Lin: "I suspect he is chasing you."

Chen Ming: "He came out publicly, so he doesn't really like you, does he?"

Ji Ling's face was black: "Don't talk nonsense."

Wang Yixin: "Why are we talking nonsense? If we didn't like it, who would watch over you every day."

Zheng Lin: "What you said makes sense..."

Chen Ming: "I can't refute..."

Ji Ling: "..."

Suddenly I don't want to go to the cafeteria anymore.

Just as Ji Ling was hesitating, the classmates had already walked away with a hahaha smile. He was walking on the boulevard in a daze, but accidentally bumped into a person in front of him. When he looked up, he said unexpectedly: "Mr. Field?"

The man with brown hair and brown eyes looked at him with a smile, the corners of his lips curved gracefully: "What are you thinking, I don't even look at the road."

Ji Ling smiled embarrassedly: "It's nothing, why are you here?"

He thought the other party had returned to China long ago.

Carlos sighed softly: "You haven't contacted me, so I had to come to you. It seems that you haven't considered my proposal last time."

Ji Ling thought I really forgot...

Carlos seemed a little disappointed, but he still said softly: "I didn't mean to urge you. If you don't plan to sign with my gallery for the time being, you can also sell the paintings to me. I really like your paintings. , hope to see your latest works all the time."

Ji Ling was even more embarrassed. He really didn't think that his paintings were so good that people like Mr. Field should ask him again and again, and this gentleman was too generous. Ling did not sell him a reason.

Although he is a student, he is not so short of money.

I always feel weird...

Getting rich overnight doesn't always seem real after all, does it?

But the other party's appearance is so kind that it is hard to resist, Ji Ling thought for a while, took out a rolled drawing paper from his backpack, and said shyly: "If you really like it, this The painting will be given to you..."

The expression in Carlos's eyes became softer, showing sadness and sadness.

You are really good in everything, you are still so gentle and considerate, but you are ruthless enough in one thing, that is, you are not willing to accept my love.

Carlos took Ji Ling's painting, unfolded it, and looked at it. It was a beautiful landscape, not a scene from that world, but still lively and vibrant.

He looked at the distressed young man, and didn't mention buying the painting anymore, but accepted the other party's gift with a smile, "Thank you, I like it very much... By the way, what are you doing tonight?"

Ji Ling shook his head and said instinctively, "It's okay..."

Carlos smiled and said, "I would like to invite you to dinner as a thank you. I wonder if I have the honor?"

Ji Ling almost bit his tongue: Oh, why am I so honest and never thought of lying? !

But I have already said that I am fine, so I am embarrassed to refuse, Ji Ling said: "...You are too polite."

Carlos said with a smile: "Reciprocity is the right thing to do."

Ji Ling: "..."

Actually, I sent the painting just to send you off early, QAQ

He could only obediently leave with Mr. Field. Mr. Field didn't take him far away, so he chose a western restaurant near the school.

Sitting on the opposite side of the man, Ji Ling feels like facing the school leaders, and this is an existence that even the dean has to be careful to accompany! The worst thing is that it always reminds him of that terrifying man who is extremely possessive...

Ji Ling was silent for a while, took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Senior Yu: I have something tonight, so I won't go to the cafeteria.

Although the other party has never said anything clearly, Ji Ling just feels that Senior Yu may be waiting for him... Even if Senior Yu is not waiting, it should be fine to say so...Because if the other party is waiting, I feel that I It's like letting someone else's pigeons go.

He put down his phone, raised his head, and met the man's deep and smiling eyes.

The man's voice was deep and sweet, and he patiently asked him what he likes to eat, ordered for him, and sent him freshly squeezed juice.

Although this restaurant is already the best one in the neighborhood, in Carlos' eyes, the environment is still very simple and the dishes are not very good. It is not worthy of his beloved boy, but now he can only make do with it one time.

This world is very ordinary, but luckily the boy likes it.

The young man seemed a little nervous, he refused to look up at him, and kept his head down to eat, his cautious and cute appearance was exactly the same as in his memory...

Actually, the young man is really different from the domineering original owner, probably because he never cared what the original existence looked like, so he ignored the difference between the young man and the original owner.

At that time, he never thought that someone would come from another world... and his own world was just a fictional world created by others.

But luckily, you're real.

This is the only surprise and gift God has given me.

Carlos looked at the boy, his heart was full of love and pity, he couldn't help but raised his hand, and gently wiped off the smudges on the other's mouth, and saw the boy suddenly raised his head, looking at him in a dazed and dazed way with his dark and clear eyes. Looking at him like a defenseless little animal.

He didn't know that everything he avoided would follow.

Ji Ling felt the man's fingertips graze the corners of his lips, and raised his head to meet the man's gentle face, but he remembered that strong and terrifying man. In front of him, he was always this polite but strong man look.

Carlos...

Ji Ling clenched his hand holding the fork and pursed his lips nervously. Scenes of the past flashed through his mind, Carlos' cold side, gentle side, paranoid side, sad side... and In the end, he died in front of him, his sad and painful eyes.

No matter how terrifying and ruthless this person is, his heart for himself is unquestionable.

Unfortunately, I can't give him a response...

Guilty, sadness, fear, all kinds of emotions surfaced in Ji Ling's heart, his expression was a bit complicated, he turned his eyes away, lowered his head and picked the food on the plate, like a turtle with a shrunken head.

Carlos sighed softly. No matter how much he did and changed later, the first impression he gave to the boy will never be erased.

But since I have come to this world, how can I give up on you?

My one and only love.

……………

After dinner,

Ji Ling put down the knife and fork, and because of the messy thoughts in his mind, he looked more awkward and obedient, and said, "I'm done eating, thank you for your hospitality, I should go back."

Carlos stood up, picked up the coat on the chair: "I'll take you back."

Ji Ling: "..."

He followed the man back in a trance, inadvertently looked at the side of the other's face, and kept thinking silently, you really don't think too much! You see, although Mr. Field is very similar to Carlos, but his name is not Carlos, his appearance and name are different, so he must not be Carlos.

Definitely not...!

Ji Ling walked side by side with the man, because he was so nervous that he didn't notice that he had the same hands and feet. No wonder he was too cowardly. A big villain like Carlos came to this world, wouldn't he want to rule the world again? After all, he really looks like the villain with the second illness in the movie...

After finally returning to the dormitory, Ji Ling was too nervous to see the ground. With his arms around his waist, a man's deep, concerned voice came from his ear: "Be careful..."

Ji Ling's face was flushed, and he raised his head nervously and flusteredly. As a result, he followed the man's arm and accidentally saw the man standing at the door of the dormitory. He couldn't help but startled: "Mr. Fu?"

Damn it, why is Mr. Fu here!

Jing Sui leaned under the tree at the door of the dormitory, looking at the front coldly, he had been waiting here for a long time, just because he wanted to see the boy, even though he knew he didn't love him, he still came here ridiculously.

Then he saw the boy and Carlos coming hand in hand.

He remembered the other forces that he noticed when investigating the author of the novel not long ago, and Jing Sui's eyes showed a cold look, so he said... You will not give up when you come to this world, will you?

It's not surprising at all.

How are you going to deceive him this time?

Jing Sui raised the corners of his lips teasingly, his voice was chilling in the night, and his tone was slow and ironic: "Mr. Carlos Field, I thought you had already returned to China."

Ji Ling stared blankly at Jing Sui, his fingers tightened suddenly, his whole body froze, he suspected that he had heard wrongly.

Carlos...

How is it possible, isn't his name Field?

A Carlos-like man named Carlos...

Ji Ling's pupils contracted slightly because of panic, and he looked up at the man in front of him in a daze, his lips trembled, and an answer he had been reluctant to think about was almost ready to come out like this: "You, You..."