The White Moonlight in One’s Heart Self-Saving System: 149. Finished Wearing (2)
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"I don't remember..." Li Yuebai said.
He tried to remember what special people he met when he was 18 years old, but he could only remember some of his daily study life. There was no shadow of Ye Qing at all. If he tried to dig deeper into his memory, he would feel a sharp pain from The pain came from under the skull, as if it was about to split.
"Host, you really shouldn't remember." The system said: "Because Ye Qing washed out this memory of yours when he left your world."
"..."
"Of course." The system added: "Under certain circumstances, you may still recall some scattered fragments. Even if you recall, you only think that they are some strange fantasy dreams, and you don't know. That is your personal experience."
"Dreamland..." Li Yuebai suddenly remembered the dream that had troubled him for many years.
In the second wear, when I was exhausted from fighting the vampire in the rental house, I dreamed about it--the sky was dark, dark clouds were low, the horizon was far away, and the forest was far away. The icy wind was blowing, and not far away, there was a teenager looking at him. His appearance was very beautiful and lovely, but his expression was very gloomy. He stretched out a hand to himself and said, "Brother, come here."
Maybe this dream is the fragment of my first encounter with Ye Qing.
Next, the systematic explanation made him more certain of this guess.
"At that time, Ye Qing was still very young, and he was exiled by the Lord God not long ago." The system said: "He passed through a thirteen-year-old boy."
"Yes" Li Yuebai whispered. The boy in the dream looked like he was about thirteen years old.
"The original owner passed away due to illness, and Ye Qing was able to cross into the original owner's body. The original owner's mother had already ran away from home. His father... his father seemed to be a successful person from the outside, with certain status and financial ability, but inside. She is a **** who often tortured her son physically and mentally." The system said: "Ye Qing has no way to do with such a family."
"He can--" Li Yuebai blurted out.
Ye Qing is another personality of the Lord God. He possesses powerful mental power. Every time he crosses, he may have some special plug-ins. It is only a matter of using his fingers to destroy a person who abuses himself.
"Unfortunately, at that time, Ye Qing had just been exiled by the Lord God. He came to this world alone and was stripped of his previous memories by the Lord God. In this case, his mind was only equivalent to less than one. It’s just a human baby who is just a year old. He doesn’t know that he has a powerful power, let alone use it.” The system sighed: “In fact, he doesn’t understand anything. He is kept at home by his father and cannot touch the outside world. , I don’t know anything about the normal way of getting along with normal families."
"Doesn’t the main **** think that he is inherently evil?" Li Yuebai's heart suddenly appeared in nameless resentment: "Maybe the main **** just made a misjudgment arrogantly and pretentiously, maybe there is nothing wrong with Ye Qing's essence, maybe it is this. It was only after passing through the harsh environment that he became an evil existence... The Lord God should be responsible for this!"
The system has long been accustomed to Li Yuebai's dislike of the main god, but still pauses uncomfortably.
"Host, I also don't accept your excessive accusations against the main god." After all, the system has reverence and loyalty to the main god, and immediately defended it: "What a person will become in the end...There are both innate and acquired reasons. I believe in the judgment of the Lord God, Ye Qing’s innate nature has the seeds of evil."
On this issue, Li Yuebai does not intend to argue anymore, because he himself has never reached a definite conclusion. The real world is too complicated, with diverse human natures. Some people have good family conditions and are spoiled by everyone when they grow up. They have received the best education, but have done a lot of evil. There are also people who have experienced countless pains and sufferings from childhood and still maintain goodness and integrity. , Both innate and acquired reasons are at play, and which aspect of the role is more obvious is different from person to person, it is impossible to generalize.
"Even if he is ignorant and ignorant, he knows the pain. One day, on a rainy day, he quietly escaped from his home." The system said: "But this world is too strange for him, he doesn't know where to go. Where, I just stood on the side of the road in confusion, watching strangers coming and going in the rain." The system said: "Then he met you."
At that time, Li Yuebai had just entered the university campus. In order to raise enough tuition and living expenses, he took part-time jobs such as graphic modelling outside the school. For the convenience of part-time work, he did not live in the dormitory of the school, but rented a small room off campus. Small rental house.
On an overcast and rainy day, Li Yuebai walked out of the subway entrance, opened his umbrella, and walked along a pedestrian path to his residence. He saw the boy who had been getting wet by the side of the road.
The boy is very cute, his clothes are exquisite and stylish, but the expression on his face is very gloomy and confused. He just stood there motionless, letting the rain hit him.
Li Yuebai never sits idly by such things. He is worried that the boy will be abducted by bad guys, and he is also worried that the boy will catch a cold and get sick, so he naturally asks, but the boy refuses to speak or tell. His name, and he refused to say his home address and parent's phone number.
Li Yuebai had nothing to do, so he had to take the boy back to his home.
After a few days of raising delicious food, the teenager finally spoke, but he would only call his brother, and would not provide any extra information.
"Do you really want to go home?" Li Yuebai teased him: "Is it because I like my brother too much?"
"Yeah." The young man replied softly.
"It won’t work. Your parents and teachers will be in a hurry. Your exams, tutoring classes... will be delayed." Li Yuebai said the same: "And your household registration, yours Insurance, delicious snacks and fun toys are all in your home."
"I don't want to go back to Dad..." The boy's voice became lighter and softer.
"Why don't you?" Li Yuebai was a little strange.
"Because Dad always beats me." The boy intermittently said.
The blame is that Li Yuebai at that time did not have any sense of crisis. He had no parents himself, and always had a higher-than-realistic fantasy about the family. Since childhood, his playmates have always been children in the orphanage and school. His classmates have never been in contact with victims of domestic violence. In his concept, parents love their children the most and give the best to their children. It is impossible to abuse them. Even if they really beat their children, it’s because A child who is mischievous and refuses to study hard can only be punished slightly. It can't be so serious.
Furthermore, the language ability of the teenager is really limited, and the speech is intermittent, and it is impossible to explain things clearly. The clothes on the teenagers are clean and exquisite. The hands, arms and calves exposed outside the clothes are all white, without any scars...
All this made Li Yuebai make a natural judgment.
Li Yuebai quickly reported to the police, and the boy's father quickly came to the door.
My father was well-dressed, serious and kind, and he was above the middle class level. Accompanied by the police, he went to Li Yuebai's residence and took the boy away.
In fact, Li Yuebai was really reluctant.
"Brother..." The boy's voice was already crying, pulling Li Yuebai by the corner of his clothes and refused to leave.
"Thank you, this little classmate." The boy's father graciously thanked Li Yuebai and even offered monetary compensation. Although he was not accepted in the end, he still showed his father's attitude.
No one knows how many crimes he committed in private, and no one knows how many scars he left under the boy's clothes.
"Be good." Li Yuebai bent down with a smile, and touched the boy's hair: "You can also come and play with your elder brother in the future, or write to your elder brother."
"..." Tears fell from the boy's eyes.
Li Yuebai watched the boy leave with his father, only feeling a little melancholy and a little relieved. He didn't realize what a terrible wrong choice he had made.
……
"One year later, terrible things happened." The system called up the newspaper at that time: "The boy's father died strangely in his own home, and the boy disappeared. Soon, many homicides occurred in various parts of the city. , No one knows who the murderer is..."
"Ye Qing... finally discovered his power?" Li Yuebai couldn't help shaking.
"Yes, after he was abandoned by you, he endured his father's abuse for a period of time, and finally broke out." The system said: "After killing his father, he couldn't suppress the urge to kill and began to take the innocent People as goals."
"It's my fault." Li Yuebai was startled.
"Later, the Lord God tried to kill him, and he fled to other worlds." The system said: "Before leaving, he washed away your memory."
Before leaving, he never went back to the rental house to look for Li Yuebai, not even once.
"The system thinks that he may be close to you deep in his heart, but he never dares to return to you again." The system said: "At least he didn't kill you or hurt you."
"..." Li Yuebai remembered that at that time, the murder case was raging, and everyone was in danger. He also watched news reports on TV. Until the end, no one found out who the culprit was.
"So, host, do you understand? Why are you selected by the main **** and become a traverser, why you always meet Ye Qing again and again." The system said: "At the beginning , You are the one who touched him first."
"I was also an accomplice who pushed him into the abyss." Li Yuebai's face was as pale as paper.
"Although it is cruel, but I want to say that someone else will do the same." The system said.
Others...
No matter what others do, at least for now, this mistake was committed by myself, and no reason should be found to avoid responsibility.
Li Yuebai is willing to pay all the price in exchange for a chance to remedy.
"Host, don't be busy asking for it." The system saw Li Yuebai's urgency and spoke first: "What you mean now coincides with the main god, and the main **** also wants you to return to yours. The world has come over again and met Ye Qing for the first time..."
Li Yuebai suddenly raised his head.
There is... there is another chance...
"Really?" He heard his trembling voice, as if a traveler who was dying in the desert suddenly saw the oasis.
"Of course." The system said: "The main **** has the reason of the main god. The main **** wants you to change him again. I hope you... keep him in your world forever."
After a long and unsuccessful pursuit, the Lord God began to consider another strategy, not to destroy Ye Qing, but to keep him in the world he likes forever.