Thriller Paradise: Untitled
These days I have been rushing all night to write the papers, but now it's a little slower.
People are tired, and my heart is even more tired; think a few words, say a few words.
The end of the full attendance game will arouse people's dissatisfaction, I know.
But I think that not everyone can understand it now...For the end of this matter, I myself am the least willing and unwilling to do that.
I don't like to give up halfway, let alone break my promise.
When I realized that I had to give up, I was very struggling and painful, but I didn't even have time to deal with this emotion, because I still had to complete the writing task.
I also thought about pushing the update on the horror side hard. In fact, I just insisted on writing the chapter on the seventeenth, but time and energy were really not allowed and I couldn’t continue.
It’s gratifying that most readers still understand me, and I’m here to say sorry to these readers once again, for failing your expectations.
If some of my subsequent words hurt your feelings, I also hope that you will not misunderstand them. Those words of mine are not for you.
I told another group of people.
There are indeed many people reading my book now, so there is such a group of people.
These grandpas don’t care about and consider others’ circumstances. Maybe only when “emergency situations” occur to them, they will take the following series of compromises as a matter of course, but put them on others. They will ignore it when they are on the body.
Even if I have been writing for so many years, I have been doing my best to fulfill every promise I made, it is meaningless to these people; as long as I break my word once, they will say "You speak Fart, go back."
Then I think these people have either never lost faith due to any objective factors in their entire lives, or simply lack the most basic tolerance, understanding, and respect for others.
This has nothing to do with looking at genuine or pirated copies. I am not aiming at this point, because some of these uncles also look at genuine copies.
I don’t know what kind of environment these people grew up in, what kind of education they received, and what kind of cognition they have that makes them think that the author owes them something, and that they are superior to others as “consumers”.
Even if I sell characters for a living, and I take money from others, and others take my characters, I don’t owe each other. Why should I bow to my knees?
This world is fair. To those friends who sincerely support me and like me, I naturally welcome them with a smile. If I make a mistake, I will admit it to them. I don’t ask for forgiveness, and I don’t need you to understand my shortcomings. Struggling and paying for humanity, but I sincerely say to you, I'm sorry.
As for those uncles, I don't think I have any need to respect, or kneel and lick a group of people who don't know what respect is as you expect.
You can play in an environment that welcomes you and can provide you with that sad sense of superiority, and you don't need to find yourself uncomfortable with me.
I have never told my readers that I love to watch, not to watch rolling; I have always used this attitude towards those uncles. To be honest, these people, if you want to leave, leave, hurry. Don't always think that you will lose much if you are missing somewhere, how much shock you will have when you leave, and how resentment and shock others will be.
This world runs as usual without anyone, and it does the same without me, the character seller.
Finally, I didn't finish the game, I also said to the uncles, I'm sorry, because I also broke my trust with you. Because after all, I am still a person who knows how to respect others, no matter whether these people are worthy of my respect, I am wrong on the matter.
Okay, it's almost the end.
Many people say that I have changed.
Maybe.
I didn’t write single chapters before, because I didn’t like writing.
A few years ago, the first single chapter I wrote was written by the editor at the time.
I have been advised by more than one person-the birds that can call have food to eat, I should fight for more for myself, should let readers develop the habit of voting and so on.
So, I also started to write some single chapters. I try my best to write the single chapters well, even if it is some kind of utilitarian words, I want to use them to bring happiness to others. I try not to ask for votes directly because I am psychologically resistant. Therefore, I came up with the full attendance game. As a person who is slow to update, I use some hard indicators and the "promises" I value most to restrain myself.
I didn't expect that this will end after an emergency.
I am still very grateful to those readers who treat me sincerely, and I will not be heartbroken for those who do not respect me.
Perhaps, this is also an opportunity for me to return to the original state.
I want to tell everyone that, in fact, I haven't changed.
I am a person who is difficult to change. What has changed is the spectators, and what has changed is the world.
I still haven’t been to a start-up writer’s gathering. I try not to attend any events that have nothing to do with writing. I’m still writing the story I want to write~IndoMTL.com~ I have never been like many people say To "fill water" like that, no matter whether you scan it at a glance or read it carefully, every chapter of mine is written carefully and spent a long time.
My first book and the first chapter were written with what kind of mood and hard work, and I am still writing this way.
Even if I write slowly and work hard, my bottom line will not change. I am responsible for the work and I have to pass my own level.
Maybe you have grown up, the world has improved, and I am still staying where I am.
But I think this is good.
I have nothing to do in the future, and I will not post any content other than the main text.
As I quoted the former fifth division captain many years ago: "Worship is the most distant feeling from understanding."
I think I should return to a more suitable distance and use the simplest and most simple words in the story to communicate with everyone.
At least for now, I think this is better. (To be continued.) Enable new URL