VRMMO: Passing of the Sword Chapter 1018: It’s not your fault

"Do you want to sit down first?" Lan Feng took the lead to break the inexplicable embarrassment.

In the hall, there is a large coffee table and sofas in three directions. The maid also re-ordered pastries and tea at this time. Lan Feng sat on the side of the main seat alone, and the confused cat and half a cup of black tea sat on the two sides respectively. It gave people the feeling that people from two regions were competing for Lan Feng, the neutral one.

"Black Tea, although you haven't said it yet, your purpose should be similar to hers, right?" Lan Feng asked first.

"Well, I didn't need to bother you, but we in Huaxia still don't want to have too many casualties, so I would like to ask you to help find someone." Half a cup of black tea also said directly.

He also knows a little about Lan Feng, knowing that he doesn't like too many twists and turns in communication, and most of the time he pokes straight.

"Looking for someone? With the current battle situation and the talents that the family does not have, I need my help... I should be looking for the excellent leader of the Sword Death Guild's infiltration plan." Lan Feng thought for a while and said.

"You really understand the current situation very well." Half a cup of black tea laughed.

Sure enough, Lan Feng has been paying attention to the battlefield.

"It's okay, but I still don't want to get involved in the war, even if I'm an intermediary to introduce you talents. The cat side is also the same, but you French side really dare to think, want me to help take back the second-level main city or something , are you going to raise the price a bit and get a good result no matter how bad it is?" Lan Feng said to the two at the same time.

But mainly staring at the confused cat, it seems that there are other meanings in the words.

"Who knows what those guys think, anyway, I came here to ask questions, not because I want to ask you for help." The confused cat turned its head, feeling a little arrogant.

She still doesn't like Lan Feng, at least until Lan Feng didn't explain clearly why she killed them twice in the first place, she definitely wouldn't have much affection for Lan Feng.

"Sure enough, it's still very difficult." Half a cup of black tea said with some regret.

"As far as the cat is concerned, I definitely can't help. I don't even want to help in an indirect way. Not to mention your request, let me do it directly. I really don't know what the commander on your side thinks , even if you give me more benefits, it is impossible to help a country that has lost the right to speak in the region." Lan Feng was really speechless.

"I guess I want to see what kind of relationship she has with you. If possible, getting some indirect help is better than nothing, and it won't irritate you anyway." Half a cup of black tea guessed.

She said this because she wanted to see how Lan Feng would respond. She wanted to know the relationship between Lan Feng and the confused cat in this way. If it is inconvenient to ask directly, then let Lan Feng tell directly that she has been in a high position for many years, so she will still do this.

Sure enough, he said it himself.

"How much relationship can I have with her? She still wants to kill me, but she is also an idiot. She saved me once when I was seriously injured, and the result was that I had a decisive battle in Europe and America the next day. When I ran to make trouble, the country lost its right to speak." Lan Feng said indifferently.

But it seems that it has touched on other topics.

The dazed cat's expression suddenly turned dark. Although she doesn't like war, it doesn't mean she doesn't like her country.

"But you don't have to blame yourself, because even if you killed me at that time, the result will still not change. It's almost like even if I died in the guild battle mode at that time, I can still be resurrected in a full state for a short time, So whether you are in France or the entire European and American regions, the solution is the same."

"Without absolute certainty, it is impossible for me to kill Confession in an idiot way. Anyway, it can be regarded as an existence of the same level, and it is impossible to be without danger."

Seeing the confused cat, Lan Feng deliberately added a few words.

It is true that the whole country is in danger because of the fault of one person, and the burden is indeed too heavy.

"However, you don't seem to care much about this. It seems that you don't like your own country." Lan Feng once again said contradictory words.

Strange words and inconsistencies made half a cup of black tea feel puzzled.

"I used to like it, but then I hated it. Now...it should be about the same as you. I don't want to support any country." The confused cat lowered its head and said.

"After I saved you, I didn't have any feelings when I learned what you did in the decisive battle. Because I didn't know the seriousness of this game at the time, but after the tournament ended, when I recalled it , I already understood all this, but I didn't tell others, Sister Rose didn't seem to realize this."

"I hate war very much, and I don't care what the ending is. I only know that only 100 million people will survive in the end. So the self-blame in my heart is indeed what you think, and it is not I don't feel anything."

"Just..."

The confused cat suddenly clenched its fist with its right hand and placed it tightly on its chest.

"Every time I think that there will be many French people because of my relationship... in the end it can only be because of my fault... I can only wait to die in the cold spaceship... I just..."

There are tears dripping...

The confused cat choked up, unable to say the following words after all.

Now she is the most vulnerable when she thinks about the result...

"I'm still blaming myself, right? No matter how much you think about it, everyone in the world is equal. If there is one less Frenchman, there will be one more person from other countries. In essence, it doesn't matter much. difference."

"But in your heart, after all, you still think that you are a Frenchman. No matter how much you deny it, no matter how much you hate it because of other things, you still have the heart to think about your own country."

"So I say you are a fool, your kindness, your subconscious will eventually lead to this result."

Lan Feng said indifferently, he had already seen all this, how could an ordinary girl really hide her emotions in front of him?

Half a cup of black tea watching all this silently, now she seems to be an outsider, she suddenly realizes that she seems to have come at the wrong time, but she is already sitting here, sitting quietly and continuing to listen, yes the best choice.

"But I can't... I really can't pretend that nothing happened..." The confused cat almost lay on his lap and choked.

Inexplicable, because of Lan Feng's words.

The confused cat's emotions were like a flood that burst a bank, and it was vented all at once. It was an emotion that she had been suppressing all along.

After the martial arts tournament; after learning the truth of the game; after recalling everything I did back then. All of this seems to be telling her...

I saved someone who shouldn't be saved!

Even though Lan Feng has now explained and said that the outcome would not change even if she made that move, the sense of self-blame still exists in her heart. It was the accumulation of negative emotions that she had been suppressing her emotions before, and it was an absolute psychological pressure that ordinary people could not easily bear.

Not everyone is Lan Feng, not everyone can bear that level of guilt...

Even though, the confused cat itself doesn't care about the country.

However, the kindness in her heart and the remaining subconsciousness about her own country have kept her depressed until now...

"Your relatives also died a few years ago because of the war, right? You, a young girl, are also a heavy blow."

"So you used to like France, then you didn't like France, and now you don't care about the country, but as I just said, you still care."

"When you realize all that, it's a pity that you don't even have a person to confide in, because although the friends in your team don't like war, they are people who love their own country, so you You have no way to tell them about the fault you caused."

"Even... you are running away."

The petite and weak body of the confused cat trembled slightly.

"That's why I met you at sea. You who came out alone with Bingmeigui, it's a good reason to want mission rewards. It's your real idea to want to escape from your friends."

"Right?"

"But you overlooked one point, that is Bing Meigui, she has already realized your situation, and at the same time, she also knows that she was also an accomplice back then, but I forcibly drove her away at that time, so she didn't have any psychological burden .And she will continue to accompany you to go out to sea under a mission that she knows is dangerous, this is the best proof that she already knows that you need to talk."

"But it's a pity that you didn't tell her after all. Of course, my sudden appearance may have something to do with it."

Lan Feng told the confused cat's true thoughts at the beginning, and it was something he had seen long ago, but he didn't point it out, because at that time his attention was on Bing Meigui, and he didn't care too much about the confusion condition of the cat.

"It turns out that when you drove away Sister Rose and refused to let you be treated, did you expect this to happen a long time ago?" The confused cat lay on his lap suddenly,

"When I called you a fool or something, did you really think it was my nature to show my evil words? What I said was just the truth. Who should be saved, who should not be saved, who can be contacted. What People shouldn't get close, you should know now." Lan Feng said indifferently.

"Kindness is a good thing, but the result of being too kind is not necessarily good."

Lan Feng got up, came to the dazed cat, and handed her a tissue to wipe her tears as she lay on her lap and choked.

"When I was at sea, I reminded you not to have too much contact with me, so now you have come here without taking my advice into account. It seems that you have suppressed enough emotions."

"I would rather come to me, the culprit, to ask me for help. Is it also an idea in your heart to make up for your mistakes against France?"

"So..."

"Actually, so many requirements were raised by yourself. The French side just wanted you to come and see if I could help you indirectly."

"Right?"

Lan Feng pointed out the lies of the confused cat, the lie that the confused cat asked for in France.

Absurd request to ask Lan Feng to help recover the third-level main city is absolutely impossible for the French commander to come up with.

"But now you should be clear, in fact, you are not wrong, because whether you save me or not, that settlement will not change."

"At any rate, as the scariest person in the world, I won't lie for you, an ordinary girl, so you can completely believe my words."

"It's not your fault, so..."

"Don't cry anymore."