When The Flowers Falls, I’ll See You Again: Love’s Trio Main melody: 4. Life is crazy


Your Excellency plans to talk about the date of return and swallow it bitterly. Life is full of love and infatuation. This hatred has nothing to do with the wind and the moon.

Leave the song and don't renew it. One song can teach the guts. It's easy to say goodbye after seeing all the flowers in Luocheng.

——Ouyang Xiu's "Yulou Spring? Your Honor's Plan of Returning"

"There is a cloud made of rain in the wind. That's my thoughts that are flying. My heart is full of raindrops. It's all about you - that special onLy in my heart. one Sanada Genichiro..."

Lishang closed the document with a deep sigh and leaned back on the chair to pick up the pen and wrote all the words he wrote. What kind of relationship is this? From the beginning of the chase to the later stop and wait and then to the last reluctance to leave. It has always been a personal love affair.

But is that really the case? A room that has not been inhabited for a long time is spotless. This kind of cleanliness cannot be done without frequent cleaning overnight. Which means he was cleaning her room all the time even when she was deemed "dead"! So how did he feel when he was cleaning? Li Shang began to fantasize about Sanada's expression and demeanor when she was cleaning her room. Unconsciously, her chest filled with warmth.

It would be great if I really forgot forever! But there is one very important thing that can't be forgotten even if I die - the deep love for Sanada! Yes she remembered everything! In the revisit to his hometown, in listening to his constant narration, while watching his heroic appearance on the tennis court, the fragments of memory are slowly collected and pieced together until one morning, I was awakened by the piercing pain in my heart Memories of the past are coming without warning!

Lishang, who recovered his memory, did not feel happy. Along with the memory, there was also the faint heartache! Remembering the reason why he left, remembering who he loves and remembering that he hates himself! After experiencing life and death, Li Shang realized that she was so tired of loving the warmth given by Sanada at this time. She knew that this warmth was being deceived seriously by herself. He must have felt that he became like this because of him, so he felt guilty and compensated. But what if he knew he had recovered his memories? Everything will go back to the past, whether he is himself or himself, like two parallel lines that never intersect.

But can it really be the same as in the past? For the first time, Li Shang thought of giving up holding the sword that her grandfather left her. After a thousand turns and a thousand times, when I think of those past memories again, it becomes clearer and clearer in an instant because of the carving of time, and finally I understand that unforgettable pain is the most lingering pain in this world! And falling in love with a man who doesn't love you is the most cruel torture in the world! It only takes 24 hours to fall in love with someone and it takes a lifetime to forget someone! If you don't get anything, you won't ask for anything, but after experiencing this short-term warmth, do you still have the courage to endure the cold waiting after the warmth disappears?

In the past, when the flowers bloomed, the flowers fell a hundred times, but a sigh was just a sigh; the parting in this life and the gathering in the next life are just a drop of tears. If there is an afterlife please let me meet you and fall in love with you before her! And in this life, let me wait for my love for you Sanada Genichiro...

Sanada is still rushing home after finishing work at the kendo because there's a guy waiting for him, someone he's going to panic if he doesn't see it.

"I'm back Lishang!" Sanada opened the door and said. However, this time, I didn't see the little man pounced like a bird as usual, and a trace of worry crossed my heart. She hurried across the living room and stopped in front of her door. Seeing the figure sitting quietly in front of the computer, I felt inexplicable peace of mind.

Sanada didn't say anything, he just leaned on the door so quietly watching her that he was afraid that he would forget what she looked like, so quietly and seriously watching her cut everything about her with a memory knife like fine brushwork So finely engraved in my heart. A graceful profile with clear black and white eyes, a small nose, and thin lips, however, there is no bright smile in memory, but there is a faint sadness and sadness in the eyebrows. The light sorrow that lingered between her brows wrapped around her heart like a wisp of sorrow because of her sorrow and heartache because of her heartache.

In recent days, she has been sitting alone like this, sometimes with the corners of her mouth upturned like a smile, and sometimes with a slight frown, such as now. It hurts every time. She knew that she was trying her best to think about the past, but recently she didn't ask what she was like before, and she seemed to have become a lot quieter. There is an inexplicable fear in my heart. I always think that she will leave, so the first thing to open my eyes every day is to confirm whether she is still afraid that she will not be able to see her when she opens her eyes, and that she will disappear from her side again!

Does she remember the past? Sanada looked at Lishang who was stunned and thought. Recently, her eyes are always dodging and rarely talking to herself, as if avoiding herself. I used to long for her to remember the past, but now I don't want her to. Those memories may be more painful than happiness for her! In the days of losing her and her amnesia, I have deeply tasted this pain, this pain that can breathe! And she has been suffering this pain all by herself! Why didn't I understand my own mind earlier? Why didn't he realize that his affection for her was getting stronger day by day? If it could have been earlier then she would not have experienced so much pain!

From now on, your happiness will be guarded by me and I will bear your pain!

"Lishang!" Sanada frowned and called softly in pain, walked over and hugged her tightly. Why show that look? Contains endless sadness and despair! Don't be like this, don't be afraid, I'm here, Lishang, I'm by your side, I won't leave, never will! Don't take me out of your world!

"Eh? Sanada..." This sudden warmth interrupted Li Shang's thoughts. It's so warm, it's the same as before, but why does it hurt?

"Don't think about Lishang anymore! Forget it, forget it, don't think about it again!" Sanada said softly with her arms around her. Forget those unhappy memories, let's start anew!

I also want to forget, but there are some things that some people will remember no matter what, Sanada! Why are you being so kind to me? So how can you tell me to live after you leave! If this is a dream I really hope I never wake up! But the dream will eventually wake up and you will leave too, right Sanada...

The tears were finally hopelessly shed, drop by drop, silently.

"Lishang!" Sanada gently wiped away her tears. Her tears seemed to have dripped into her own heart.

"It's okay, it flowed down on its own, I don't know why I was a crybaby before?" Li Shang said lightly, avoiding Sanada's eyes and looking at him. Don't show that kind of eyes, I will sink, I will not have the courage to face the days without you, I will hinder your pursuit of happiness, Sanada! Don't ask you not to be so nice to me and call me an idiot like you used to call me an idiot and push me away! I... I don't have the courage to leave you voluntarily, so please push me away, Genichiro!

"I won't let you cry again after I die!" Sanada took her into his arms again. Don't put on such an expression, it will hurt my heart! I don't want to see your dodging eyes! I don't want to see you cry alone! You can forget all the past, you can forget me, you can no longer love me, but please don't hide from my sorrow! How can I make up for your wounds and make you smile like before? I miss you as brightly smiling as before, even if you don't love me anymore! I have no intention of loving anyone but you, so please don't leave me, please Lishang!

The night is like water and moonlight is like Hua Jing, but the night will always make people lose sleep, and the interest will always become sad and sad. For example, at this time, Sanada, who was lying on the bed with no sleep, appeared in front of Lishang's tearful and sad expression during the day, as if leaving a deep blood stain in his heart that would not heal for a long time. Every breath will cause heartache and heartache...

The raging fire of war and the hustle and bustle broke into Lishang's dream as scheduled. Just like every quiet night in the past few days, she escaped from the ferocious nightmare in cold sweat, together with the recovered memory, and this terrifying war!

The **** and cruel experience of the battlefield repeatedly intruded on my dreams, but it turned out that this real memory was deeper and deadlier than the pain in my heart: killing, occupying, looting the corpses after indiscriminate bombing, fragmenting The cries of families and hysterical women linger in my mind! How many times has such a midnight dream come back to a cold sweat and trembling, more than cold and loneliness, like being in an ice cave! These memories are so ferocious that they beat their hearts to the point that the wounds that have been hidden for a long time in the bottom of my heart are also flooded one by one, making people unable to resist and finally unable to hold back and burst into tears!

Lishang, who is tired of shrinking his body, longs for a touch of warmth to save himself, even for a moment, to save himself from the abyss of this memory! So when she felt the warm body temperature behind her constantly being transmitted to her, she hugged him tightly like a dying person grabbing a life-saving straw.

Sanada, who couldn't fall asleep, could vaguely hear the sobbing and walked out of bed to Lishang's door, and the sad cry could be clearly heard. Gently pushing the door open, she saw her curled up like a puppy, crying in a low voice. The trembling shoulders curled up in the moonlight are like a general loneliness abandoned by the world! Sanada's heart was torn to pieces in an instant!

"Lishang!" He whispered in pain and hugged her tightly. Feeling that she was holding him tightly as if she had been redeemed, the first sobbing turned into a whimper until this time, a loud cry! Sanada just hugged her cold and trembling body tightly and let her wet her clothes with tears in silence. Why do I always find out her pain so late so late! What was the injury that made her cry again and again when the dream returned to midnight! Sanada felt that something tickled on his face and slipped a drop or two...

The fear gradually disappeared with the crying. Lishang slowly stopped crying and sucking the warm embrace of this familiar and unfamiliar Sanada. I was so greedy that I couldn't bear to let it go. I really want time to stop like this!

Lishang felt that he was put back on the bed and then wrapped in a warm embrace "Sanada..." His voice was hoarse.

"Well, don't be afraid, I will always be with you." A deep voice came from my ear.

A warm heart burst into tears in an instant! Why is human body temperature not considered a banned drug? It is obviously as addictive as heroin! Is there any meaning to my existence without the embrace of you, who I love the most? Genichiro, I, I don't want to leave you! But my existence will hold you back I am not what you need but I will still love you forever! Just what should I do now? Genichiro, what should I do...

Sanada felt as if something was dripping on her arm and couldn't help but hugged the person in her arms, buried her face in her head and sucked her scent. Why is the habit always ignored? It is obviously the same as breathing, and there is no way to survive if it leaves! Why do we always miss when you are waiting I am too stubborn to turn around; when I turn around you have given up. I know that I hurt you too deeply, I will use the love of my life to make up for your injury, so please give me a chance to start over! Let's start anew...

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"Lishang will take you somewhere." Sanada was so domineering that he held Lishang and did not give her any power to refuse.

"Uh, Sanada, where are you taking me?" Li Shang, who saw the tennis bag on Sanada's shoulders, also guessed in his heart, but he still asked in a daze.

"Tennis court." When Sanada replied, the two of them also arrived at their destination. "Watch me play a game. Maybe you will remember what you liked to watch before."

A cool pain flashed across Li Shang's heart. He still thought he remembered nothing and was filled with a sense of deceitful guilt.

"Lishang?" Sanada shouted worriedly. Why did she frown again and why did she show such a painful expression? Heartache spreads all over the body.

"Eh? It's okay." Li Shang smiled faintly at Sanada but still couldn't look him in the eyes for fear of revealing the affection in his heart, for fear of losing his tenderness!

"Hmm. Can you cheer me on?" Sanada asked. Do you know how helpless your smile is? What are you hiding?

"Yes! Come on, Sanada きん!" Li Shang chuckled. It feels like they've known each other, but it's a pity that they've already been different!

"Yeah!" Sanada replied, as long as I can get your heart back, I will try any method, as long as I have you by my side in this life!

Li Shang sees the person who walks into the stadium and can't help clenching his clothes. Liu Lian, who is squinting, holds a pen in his hands And standing there is the beautiful Yukimura Seiki!

"I've been waiting for this match of Genichiro for a long time!" Yukimura's gentle voice sounded like water, and he laughed and still brought disaster to the country and the people, but in Li Shang's eyes, it was the most terrifying declaration of war! "Son of God" Seiichi Yukimura is a man who has stood at the top of the sea for six years! Knowing Sanada's Lishang, why don't you know the strength of his friend!

"Hmm. Seiichi!" Sanada didn't say anything but called out his friend's name.

The smile on Yukimura's face was even stronger, but his eyes burst into flames with such awe-inspiring determination!

"Xianichiro, I won't let you down!" The gentle words smashed into Li Shang's heart Yukimura... He will do his best! Sanada... Lishang frowned and looked at Sanada with worry.

"The game begins. The Sanada game is a tiebreaker." The referee said, "This must be a very interesting thing. Don't let me down, Your Royal Highness!"

Tossing balls, kneeling and swinging beautifully without a trace of superfluous perfection!

"Genichiro's skills are still the same as before!" Liu said.

"That side isn't bad either," Gan replied.

"The strength is good, but the path of the shot is too simple!" Yukimura slammed the ball back into the beautiful face with a seriousness that he had never seen before. The arrogant and arrogant Yukimura, who was so beautiful and seemingly weak, was so sharp at this time as if a **** had everything in his hands!

"You're too lax, Yukimura!" Sanada shouted and sacrificed "Wind" Let's fight without regrets for her sake!

Li Shang couldn't help clenching his fists. The posture of pulling the racket low is "wind", and then the smash that seems to devour everything is "fire".

"Too slow Genichiro!" Yukimura turned gracefully and hit the ball back in an understatement.

“o—15”

"The ball is too slow!"

“o——”

"Genichiro 'Rin' is getting weaker!"

“o——”

"How long are you going to relax, Genichiro?"

"game Yukimura 1 - o"

"Yukimura is still as perfect as ever!" Gan wrote on his pen.

"Why Yukimura is so serious should not be said to be too serious!" Liu looked at the two people on the field worriedly.

"Okay, so strong! Sanada..." Li Shang bit his lower lip and looked at the two people on the field. On one side is Yukimura, who is calm and relaxed, and on the other is Sanada, who has just been broken into desperation because of the influence of the blank period in college?

"That, that is... as steady as a mountain!" Liu Hegan marveled that Sanada also started to go all out?

"There is no perfect defense in Genichiro tennis!"

"What is 'Thunder'!" Liu exclaimed and said that Genichiro even sacrificed this trick. Are these two really just trying to learn from each other?

“o—15”

"As expected of Genichiro who scored!" Liu praised that he was able to score even in front of such a strong Yukimura.

"Genichiro's memories will stop here!" Yukimura said.

"That state is 'Yin'!" Gan said that he didn't expect to see this trick of my Sanada ambassador after so many years.

"Genichiro, you are too reluctant to use that move now!" Yukimura said that Genichiro rarely sees you who are so obsessed with things other than tennis. Let me help you fulfill your wish this time!

“15—15”

Genichiro, you are actually a calm and hot person on the outside! For Lihai University, for our dream, you have really carried too many things! Your calmness and forbearance may be due to your kendo practice since childhood, but I think you are also responsible! If I didn't get sick and didn't put all the responsibilities of the tennis club on you, maybe you wouldn't be suppressing yourself like this all the time! If you still don't admit defeat like we did at the beginning, then you don't have to suffer so much! Ruo Ye is so devastated! I will break the **** I gave you and fly freely, Genichiro!

"game Yukimura 2 - o"

You are actually a man born for tennis! Being able to work hard for my dream with you is my best memory! Don't blame myself for those responsibilities that I am willing to bear! My forbearance and calm made me lose Ruo Ye and hurt Li Shang. But I won't go on like this anymore. Distress is as irreplaceable to me as tennis is to you! I can't lose her and don't hurt her again! No matter what method I use, I just want her to see my heart, please Seishi!

"game Yukimura 3 - o"

"No, no, no!" Li Shang didn't feel that his nails had penetrated into his palm. "Don't hit Sanada again. If you don't want your legs, you won't be able to bear it!" She deeply understood the result of his excessive use of "Lei". He is so perfect, not to mention now that he has a full five-year window period!

"So stop hitting Sanada!" Li Shang shouted in his heart with tears in his eyes.

The moment when I finally saw Sanada fall on the court, Lishang no longer controlled the crying and rushed into the court and threw himself in front of Sanada.

"Sanada don't fight anymore! Please don't fight anymore! I remember everything! So don't fight anymore!" Li Shang hugged Sanada and cried bitterly.

"Li, Li Shang..." Sanada whispered and reached out and hugged her back, "remember me?"

"Well, I remember all of them! You are Sanada Genichiro Sanada, the emperor who established the Great Ocean! Sanada Genichiro, who called me an idiot and called me an idiot! My favorite... I like Sanada Genichiro!" Lishang cried and said that even if I lose your tenderness, I don't want you to hurt yourself again! I don't want you to get hurt even if I'm still hated because I, I love you, Genichiro!

"Really? That's great!" Sanada hugged her tightly. She really is an idiot. She cares so wholeheartedly that she is really an idiot, and she still doesn't understand her own mind!

"Do you need it, Sanada? Can you still walk if you don't?" Li Shang hurriedly asked without wiping away the tears on his face.

Sanada did not answer her question but asked with a serious face: "Why do you care about me, Lishang?"

"Uh I..." Li Shang raised his head and looked at Sanada, "I like you! I like Sanada! Always, always, always, always, always, forever!" Tears fell down his cheeks and his eyes were as firm as ever, yes forever Love it till death!

"You idiot!" Sanada's tone was softer than ever before. "Call me Genichiro!"

"Eh? What?" Li Shang was stunned. What did he just say to call him Genichiro? He let himself call him Genichiro!

"You're such an idiot! Haven't you always wanted to call me Genichiro?" Sanada asked back, with a smile that wasn't a smile on his face, but there was something flowing out of his bright and clear eyes - a smile . Yes Smile Sanada is laughing! That smile bloomed from the corners of his eyes, crossed between his brows, the corners of his mouth, and his cheeks… quickly spread to his entire body!

"Genichiro!" Li Shang finally called out the name that could only be called softly in his heart, and was hugged by Sanada in his arms.

"Isn't this a dream?" the voice choked.

"It's so lax to ask such a question!" There was even a warm smile in his voice.

"Genichiro..." I burst into tears. Sometimes I cry not only because of sadness but also because of happiness!

……

In the depths of my heart there is a corner of the past.

After thousands of years, a camel bell sang the longing after the melting snow peaks in the distance.

Loulan's millennium hope is to meet you again.

A drop of ancient clear tears hangs in my heart and does not change.

Just waiting for the reunion of life after life.

Be proud of you and withered for you

A thousand years of watch may only be a moment of happiness

Shouwang is the only life~IndoMTL.com~ As long as I meet you, I will have no regrets!

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The computer was broken and it was repaired with great difficulty

Tangled again

Is it the retribution for abusing the emperor?

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Parkway is also very sad to say that

And now Parkway is crying and crawling through the supplement

What a terrible word!!!


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