You Are My Rare Passion Chapter 7018: Repent
"Xiao Shuang?" Yuan Ce hadn't seen Ding Shuang for a long time. He was surprised and excited to see Ding Shuang come out to see him.
He took a few steps forward excitedly, his eyes fixed on Ding Shuang, he didn't dare to blink, he was afraid that Ding Shuang in front of him was just his hallucination, as long as he blinked, Ding Shuang would disappear.
Seeing Ding Shuang's appearance, a strong light burst out from his original sorrowful eyes, just like walking for a long time in the dark night, and a person who has been desperate for a long time saw the light.
Seeing his eyes like that, Ding Shuang's heart softened.
Once the original policy was very good and very good to her.
Even if it's a real brother, it's nothing more than that.
They are neighbors. They grew up together as childhood sweethearts. Yuan Ce has always loved and protected her.
As a child, at school, there were boys who liked to play pranks and bullied her. Yuan Ce rushed to help her without a word.
There is a reason for this. She has never suffered the slightest grievance in school from elementary school to middle school to university.
You have the cleanest and purest feelings when you're young.
She's pretty sure she once liked Yuan Ce.
Unfortunately...
She took a deep breath and tried her best to get rid of the sour feeling in her heart. Looking at the original policy, she said seriously: "Don't come to me again in the future, we shouldn't be stuck in the past, we should move forward. Look, forget the past and start over."
Yuan Ce was stunned, his face turned pale at a speed visible to the naked eye.
He thought that Ding Shuang was finally willing to come out to see him, because he forgave him.
Unexpectedly, she came out on purpose just to have a word with him, let go of the past and start over.
Why didn't he want to let go of the past and start over?
But he is not a computer, not a machine. Pressing the delete key will completely erase everything in the past and start all over again.
He is human, has memories, and has feelings.
Ding Shuang is the girl he has liked since he never realized it, and the only girl he has liked so far.
They grew up together, and she has long been rooted in his heart and is irreplaceable.
If possible, he also wants to forget, he also wants to forgive himself, he also wants to say goodbye to the past and live happily and unrestrainedly.
But he can't.
He can't forget Ding Shuang and their past.
In their youthful days, they used to ride horses, row boats together, and bike together on outings.
No matter how long it was, he clearly remembered the way she stood under the tree and smiled at him.
The sun shines on her face through the gaps in the leaves, her smiling eyebrows are curved, her teeth are white, and her smile is brighter than the sun.
Her frowns, smiles, words and deeds were all deeply imprinted in his mind.
After smashing her, he woke up from his sleep so many midnight dreams, back and forth in his mind was the scene where she was hit by his car and flew out.
He can't forget.
Perhaps, that would be the nightmare that lingers in his life.
He clenched his fists, and the pain between his eyebrows was deeper than before Ding Shuang appeared, "Xiao Shuang...I'm sorry..."
Sorry.
These three words, he has said countless times.
No one knows better than him how pale these three words are.
Sorry, nothing will change.
It can't change the stupidity he has committed, the sins he has committed, nor the hardships and sins Ding Shuang has endured.
Thinking of Ding Shuang's dying face lying in a pool of blood, his eyes reddened, and he suddenly raised his hand and gave himself a slap in the face.