Young Master Officer’s Wife Pursuit: 170. Question [four] the apex of the heart hurts [four more]
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Yan Tianxing tilted his head to look up at Shangyun.
A student with a problem, he won't want it.
When facing any student, he can speak very directly.
He even said that Ji Zhou and Bu Yirong would handle the matter for him without him coming forward.
However, what he has to face now is Mo Shangyun.
He once insisted that in order not to mention this issue to Mo Shangyun directly, he would not invite Mo Shangyun to GS9. But in the end he invited Mo Shangyun, and he went there personally, which proved that he needed to face this problem head-on, and tried to help Mo Shangyun solve it.
Invite Mo Shangyun personally to come, and somehow let Mo Shangyun leave. This behavior is too shameless.
So he plans to talk to her about this issue.
After a long pause, Yan Tianxing asked: "Have you ever thought that you may not be suitable for teamwork."
"Hmm."
Mo Shangyun cannot deny this.
She is not used to team fighting.
Because she has been trained by herself for so many years, and no companion has cooperated with her.
All she has learned is the skills of a person.
Of course she also had partners, such as Shirakawa. But when they acted, she and Shirakawa also did their own things, but they had a tacit understanding after they acted more frequently.
She didn't start to have a sense of "teamwork" until she was in the military academy, but this is not the focus of training for the military academy.
After the next company, because the problems encountered were not big, Mo Shangyun would try his best to cooperate with the team, so the problem was not obvious.
In other words, no matter the leader or the person who cooperates with her, you will not find this out.
She always accomplishes tasks well.
Except for the sharp-eyed Yan Tianxing.
It is strange that Yan Tianxing can always see through all her shortcomings at a glance.
She awaits Yan Tianxing's response.
Then she heard Yan Tianxing say: "This can be changed."
"...Hmm."
Mo Shangyun responded again.
Yan Tianxing sighed slightly, stretched out his hand, and took off Mo Shangyun's training hat. When Mo Shangyun tilted his head to look at him, he lowered his head slightly and stared at Mo Shangyun seriously.
Mo Shangyun paused.
She feels that Yan Tianxing has a kind of magic power. When he stares at you seriously, you are unconsciously attracted by him.
For a moment, she felt like she was looking up at him, willingly.
In the beginning, she always maintained an equal position with Yan Tianxing, and Yan Tianxing often gave her the utmost respect, and even unconsciously lowered her worth to treat her.
However, at critical moments, Mo Shangyun often finds that the experience, experience, and thinking of the two people are quite different, and she will look up at him unconsciously.
It's like he explained her flaws in one word, but it took her nearly a year to realize this deeply.
In his field, they have a gap.
This is inevitable.
Because when Mo Shangyun chose to try "Special Forces", he would not give up this "field".
She always had to look directly at the gap between her and Yan Tianxing.
"All your questions can be corrected." Yan Tianxing held her training hat in his hand, and opened the hair that covered her eyebrows with his fingers. He fixedly looked at her with a low and hoarse voice. He said suddenly, "But I want to know, would you like to change it."
There was a sudden heartbeat.
Mo Shangyun suddenly felt that it was difficult for him to remain calm again.
I don't know if it is because the person she is facing is Yan Tianxing, or the problem Yan Tianxing wants to discuss with her.
Pushing her lips slightly, she hesitated for a while and asked: "I still have something wrong with you, didn't you tell me?"
Yan Tianxing said: "You know it yourself."
The eyelids droop slightly and pause, Mo Shangyun raised his eyes again, boldly saying: "I want to know what you think."
Even if she realizes it, she is reluctant to admit that the problem is serious.
However, she can feel from Yan Tianxing—this problem is indeed serious.
Furthermore, as far as Yan Tianxing's experience is concerned, he should have sufficient reasons to prove it.
So she wanted to know how Yan Tianxing judged it.
Yan Tianxing thought for a while, and then said: "Your problem is that you treat all your companions as people who need your protection."
"I just realized this." His eyes flickered, and Mo Shangyun raised his eyes and looked at Yan Tianxing's line of sight. "But I have this ability."
I have this ability.
When Mo Shangyun said this, she was not arrogant and confident, she was just calmly expounding this fact.
The reason why she works so hard is to have "this ability".
Squinted his eyes, Yan Tianxing asked: "The first time, the second time, if you have this ability, can you guarantee that you will always have this ability?"
Mo Shangyun paused, his brows moved slightly, and an unspeakable emotion filled his heart.
Finally, she said: "I have to fail to know."
"What if you can only fail once?" Yan Tianxing frowned tightly, his tone aggravated, "Mo Shangyun, do you treat your life as a trifling matter?"
"..."
Mo Shangyun frowned, but Mo Shangyun didn't speak.
If her failure is equivalent to death... Then, will she still stick to her own ideas?
Mo Shangyun couldn't answer him for a while.
She suddenly understood why Yan Tianxing had been avoiding the question of inviting her to GS9.
Because he values his life more than her.
He didn't want her to look for death under his nose, that was an act he absolutely couldn't approve of.
She thought, if there was no such thing as a disagreement with Chen Yu in 907, Yan Tianxing would never choose to let her come to GS9.
Yan Tianxing knows that if she is "normal", then GS9 will be the most suitable for her.
But her problem is also obvious.
"Yan Tianxing," Mo Shangyun called out his name in a deep tone, but after a short pause, she changed her words, "Instructor Yan, I can try to change it, but this matter is better than you and me. It’s hard to think about it."
Slowly exhaled, Mo Shangyun smiled at him, and then said: "My masters taught me that if there is one person in a group that should be sacrificed—" it will be her.
"Mo Shangyun!"
Yan Tianxing interrupted her.
Stretched out his hand to grab her shoulder, Yan Tianxing stared at her closely, and warned her angrily: "Your masters have never taught you this way."
Feeling the pain in the shoulder, Mo Shangyun escaped from some emotions.
Realizing that there was a problem with what he had just said, Mo Shangyun lowered his eyelids and whispered, "Sorry."
She is reluctant to mention this issue.
No one told her what it should be like.
All the "shoulds" are her own groping.
Looking down, touching her forehead, Yan Tianxing's fingers rubbed her chin, and a rough thumb rested on her lips. He whispered, "Say."
"Huh?"
Mo Shangyun raised his eyes, looking puzzled.
Yan Tianxing stared at her closely, and said every word: "They haven't taught."
After a slight pause, Mo Shangyun laughed and said in cooperation: "Well, they haven't taught it."
Yes, they have not taught.
They tried their lives to keep her alive, and never wanted her to die like that.
However, all their behaviors are telling her-she should be like this.
She is not pessimistic.
The first thing she thought of was to make herself stronger, the ability that has never been abandoned, just to protect the people she needs to protect at critical moments.
Even if those people are companions and the people she protects with, they are still people who need protection when facing a crisis and when they cannot resist.
She just didn't want something like that to happen.
But she also thought that if something "must be sacrificed" really happened, then she would definitely choose to sacrifice like her master.
Why didn't Chen Lu sacrifice to protect Shen Xi?
She felt that all Chen Lu's actions to protect Shen Xi were subconscious, and when he was dying, he never regretted protecting Shen Xi.
Those brave people, those subconsciously protecting others... really affect her.
It's just that the memory left behind is too deep, and she has become a little special.
Yan Tianxing kissed the tip of her nose lightly, finally sighed, and hugged her directly in his arms, with great force, his chin rested on her shoulder, leaned against her ear, and said helplessly:" Mo Xiaojun, you are miserable."
You are miserable.
How can he feel relieved in such a state?
Mo Shangyun stretched out his hand, grabbed his clothes, pulled gently, and then asked softly: "Instructor Yan, can't you want me?"
Her voice is still very calm, without attitude, just fluttering, falling into Yan Tianxing's ears, making his heart sore and painful.
Why is there such a distressed person.